I see you posted in a closed thread something about a shed on the parish property. That hearkens back to the days of the anchorites who lived in anchorages attached to churches. I would advise doing more research. Closer to our times, one lay contemplative who has a chronic medical condition said she and her spiritual director nearly had an anchorage built onto their church.
I asked our pastor in Knoxville if I could do the same. He said he’d love to have that, but feared for me due to the neighborhood.
There is a book about the hermits and anchorites of England. I’m wanting to say it’s online. There’s also “Nazarena: An American Anchoress”. Technically, she was a recluse permitted to live with the Camaldolese nuns in Rome. “The Hermitage Within” by A Monk is also highly suggested.
The Rule of St. Columba is usually a good starting point.
If you do wish to become a canonical eremite, you’ll need to write your own plan of life, and discern whether you’re called to witness with a habit. One eremite told me that they were advised to wear an experimental habit one day a week, with no external contact, and all windows with shades pulled. Daily Duty was done while wearing the experimental habit. Emergency situations would be a judgement call.
Not everyone has gone through that, though. It was one particular eremite’s experience.
You’ll need to determine your spirituality. As I said, research the history of hermits in the church, and see what attracts you.
As far as jobs are concerned, let it come to you. Since you’ve not lived the way of life for a decade, you’ve got plenty of time to see if the Holy Spirit starts filling in blanks. Go from what you know to what you don’t know: times for rising and retiring; Mass; Liturgy of the Hours; recreation; remunerative work; meals; Lectio Divina; other devotions, etc.
Blessings,
Cloisters
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