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I can’t think of any belief peculiar to Catholic teaching which I accept solely because the Church teaches it and against my own reason. There are a few–like the perpetual virginity of Mary–that have no evidence *against *and which apart from the Church I would have no independent conclusion of my own, so it is not much of a leap to assent to them. My own reason does not lead me to the conclusions of these doctrines, but neither is my reason *against *them.
But suppose that there is a Church teaching that my reason does cry out against? I will grant that at the least my obedience to the Church should keep me silent on the matter. But what about my remaining personal dilemma? Suppose I say to myself, “My own reason–weighing all the knowledge on the matter available and following to the logical conclusion–leads me to conclude X even though the Church teaches Y. Yet I also know the Church is always right, so I ‘affirm’ Y in spite of my own conclusion of X.” In what sense can it be said that I ***believe ***Y to be true? Is it not rather the case that I am simply stating that Y is true–even if only silently to myself–in *spite of *my belief in X? Is this not in reality just lying.
What should one do in such a position? It is essentially Luther’s position. Even if Luther had remained silent, what could he do about his own beliefs?
Do we choose what to believe? Can we honestly reject what our own minds have concluded?
On the other hand, if the Church teaches Y and the Church teaches correctly, then my basis for believing X is faulty. In principle, X should be able to be shown to be false and I would therefore be genuinely convinced of Y. But we know in practice that something called “faith” has to be called upon. The more I think about it, the less I understand what “faith” is.
I have purposely avoided mentioning any particular belief in question. If I did, the thread would go off on a tangent discussing whether that particular belief is true or not.
But suppose that there is a Church teaching that my reason does cry out against? I will grant that at the least my obedience to the Church should keep me silent on the matter. But what about my remaining personal dilemma? Suppose I say to myself, “My own reason–weighing all the knowledge on the matter available and following to the logical conclusion–leads me to conclude X even though the Church teaches Y. Yet I also know the Church is always right, so I ‘affirm’ Y in spite of my own conclusion of X.” In what sense can it be said that I ***believe ***Y to be true? Is it not rather the case that I am simply stating that Y is true–even if only silently to myself–in *spite of *my belief in X? Is this not in reality just lying.
What should one do in such a position? It is essentially Luther’s position. Even if Luther had remained silent, what could he do about his own beliefs?
Do we choose what to believe? Can we honestly reject what our own minds have concluded?
On the other hand, if the Church teaches Y and the Church teaches correctly, then my basis for believing X is faulty. In principle, X should be able to be shown to be false and I would therefore be genuinely convinced of Y. But we know in practice that something called “faith” has to be called upon. The more I think about it, the less I understand what “faith” is.
I have purposely avoided mentioning any particular belief in question. If I did, the thread would go off on a tangent discussing whether that particular belief is true or not.