What happen to me. What should i do

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These past 2 days. my view suddenly change… i dont know what trigger it…

iam that kind of guy who think that i know everything about the bible… i always feel like i have special relationship with Jesus. when i want to become a priest i keep bragging to everyone about how i pray and how i want to sumbit my life to christ. and i always see everyone else prespective is wrong… and i always think… everything that i did for christ is the most right.i join seminary… just 1 day in there. i dont even want to live in there anymore … so i quit… but after i got home… i think to myself… why did i quit?.. so i got myself a second chance from SVD priest next year… but even after that… i keep thinking about how i will become such a great priest that everyone will love

ive become a really arrogant. since yesterday… everything is crumbling. i realize how everything that i know is simply wrong… . i always think that christ is pleased with my faith. but now… i feel like Christ is never with me. iam just a really arrogant creature…

then i realize how hard it is for a man to become a priest
i still want to become a priest. a simple priest …
but i know i will ended up becoming arrogant and misuse my title as a priest…

church doesnt need a priest like me…
but i want to become one.
what should i do? should i just tell that SVD priest that iam not going to take his offer?

thank you
 
One thing you said struck me… it’s hard for a man to become a priest… I never thought about that. I figured if God called him… it must be easy. NOT! I guess.

I’m praying for you to discern what God wants you to do and not just what you think you want to do. I thought I wanted to be a nun long ago but guess God had other intentions… ?
 
Sacred Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in You.
Mary, conceived without sin, pray for us who have recourse to thee.
St. Joseph, pray for us.
 
Praying to the Holy Spirit to give you guidance, direction, strength, fortitude & wisdom in your discernment.
 
Come Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of the faithful, and enkindle in them the fire of Your love.
 
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fountain of Mercy for us, I trust in You!

Our Father, Who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name; Thy kingdom come; Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread; and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us; and lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil, Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace. The Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus. Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death, Amen.

Eternal Father, I offer you the Body and Blood, Soul and Divinity of Your Dearly Beloved Son, Our Lord, Jesus Christ, in atonement for our sins and those of the whole world.

For the sake of His sorrowful Passion, have mercy on us and on the whole world.

Holy God, Holy Mighty One, Holy Immortal One, have mercy on us and on the whole world.
 
Remember, the Lord was humble in his time on earth…
Maybe he is using this time to remind you of that…
For your future…

Our Father, Hail Mary, Glory Be, Fatima, Amen!
 
Peter399 said:
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what should i do? should i just tell that SVD priest that iam not going to take his offer?
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Could there be a clue in Matthew 13:
30 Suffer both to grow until the harvest, and in the time of the harvest I will say to the reapers: Gather up first the cockle, and bind it into bundles to burn, but the wheat gather ye into my barn.
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Heavenly Father, please bring Your own wisdom and clarity to this situation.
In Jesus’ name, and we thank you.
 
Babies often go backwards before they go forwardward. Cookies crumble. Let God be the Perfect God and you be the perfect human by knowing you’re not perfect and letting God help you be who he wants you to be. Sounds like you got the gig, so you no longer need to toot your horn. 🙂
 
Prayer to Overcome Vanity

Vanity was not the way of the Lord!
Through purity of soul and intent,
He accomplished His Divine work.
While He shared with those who listened,
He submitted His knowledge to be digested,
Indicating it was the way to salvation,
Leaving each with the freedom to choose.
The way of Jesus was free of egotism;
I admire Your perfection my Lord!
Jesus, teach me to control my pride:
May it never reach the extent of vanity.
I seek to model You as a humble child!
 
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