I haven’t been to either place.
In purgatory, there will not be hopelessness.
I don’t believe I was given a glimpse of hell. But I have wondered since then if that very real pain of loneliness, despair and anguish of true irrevocable hopelessness is what many suicidal people go through. Even in my darkest hours in life, when betrayed by those closest to me I always had some hope, however small or faint that life would get better again. In my waking hours I have never experienced anything like that and it has given me more compassion towards those on the edge.
maybe that’s why God gave it to you… assuming it wasn’t the devil…

one sometimes just doesn’t know…
i certainly can’t tell sometimes. i had this one dream in which i thoght God was telling me to do Such & such… but in the waking world, this thing (tho i tried to do it) did not make one bit of sense… so i don’t know about dreams… i sometimes think the devil can get to us while we sleep… but then, so can God…
anyway, i have often felt the same kind of thing as you say you felt from this dream ,& didn’t know why cuz hadnt committed mortal sin or even serious venial sin… but there are many mysteries in this world… things we won’t u/stand until we meet God face to face…
the sad thing is that so many seem to choose not to go the route that will take them to God… (St Mt 7:21, St Lk 13:24… etc)
What is really scary is that… I’ve had it happen numerous times that i will feel i am doing well w/ God… no serious sin & all that… Then i will go to the Real PResence (either b4 Mass or just as an end it itself) & i will be shown that things aren’t as “right” between me & the Lord as i had thought…


it wasn’t like he was beating me up with… well, what a rotten person i am or whatever… NOT hardly… its just that… The Lord is SO holy and so… powerful…& etc and we humans are not. What would we do without Jesus??? His Church…? I know the Church teaches that those outside the Church can be saved… but i often wonder if any ARE ??? just calling it as i see it, not trying to exclude anyone from God’s salvation (not that i could…)
All i can do is speak for myself & i see that without the Church i am… a mess… heck, even with access to the Church, i am a mess… compared to wht those in Heaven are… True, I’ve never been to Heaven (but I’ve been to Oklahoma

… Sorry, couldn’t help it

)… but anyhow…
At Mass we know what Heaven is like because all Heaven participates @ the Mass… so in a way i have been to Heaven…
i guess i got into some digression there… whacky:but anyhow… :
i just now thought of the fact that sometimes i have dreams that… half way come true… I say half way cuz wht happens afterwards is not always exactly like what happened in the dream… but it is so similar that its scary… long story…
i wonder what dreams mean (or can sometimes mean)?? meaning all dreams probaby dont mean anything… but maybe some do
