If you think you are Catholic, you are Catholic.
You might not be confirmed; you might not be in the optimal state of grace; you might linger in a lapsed state of distance from the Church; you might not live up to the precepts defended by the Holy Catholic Church in many areas of your life.
But the Catholic Church is the Universal Church. You have a place at mass, even if you cannot celebrate the Eucharist. Beside the tabernacle of Christ you have sanctuary, you have hope, you have the love that calls you to God.
Is your question to me, “Am I saved?” Well I can’t say, I am not the judge of such matters. No human is.
But to the question, “Am I welcome in your church? Am I a part of your community?” Well, yes, yes, yes. Come, with speed, participate in our life in the body of Christ!
No man nor woman can refuse you!