I was baptized, received communion, and was confirmed in the Church. I also went to a Catholic grammar school for eight years. To make a long story short, I “became” Protestant in my 30’s and remained so tor the next thirty years, only to return to the RC church less than a year ago. Perhaps because of this Protestant influence, although I attend Mass now on a regular basis, I have a very difficult time accepting or believing that Christ is “really” present (or more so) in the Eucharist, largely because I believe He is present and with me all the time, not just in a church or a wafer. I also have difficulty accepting the RC Church’s strong relationship with Mary. Yes, she is mother of Jesus, etc., but why should I pray to her for more than her intercession on my behalf when I have God always, and can go to God directly at any point? I also have a terribly difficult time accepting the need for annulment as required by the Church in so many instances, and I am unhappy about the fact that a church as rich as the RC church would not have all the staffing it needs to facilitate these annulments in a much faster manner than it does. Finally, the Church states that it is not a sin to be homosexual, but it is a sin to participate in homosexual acts or relationships. Therefore, my understanding is that God CREATED homosexuals–yet condemned them to a life without the warmth and joy of a loving relationship with a partner??? That just doesn’t make sense to me.