raphaela:
Since I’m new to Catholicism and christianity, I find this “love” hard to understand. I know how to love someone who I’ve known for a long time. I know what love feels like, but how do you “love” someone you have yet to meet? I know that they love me, but I have a hard time understanding how to love them back…is that wrong?
Your honesty is the greatest thing before God raphaela. Remember when Jesus says in scripture at the time of judgement, “Depart from me, I never KNEW you”? This is what is most important to our Lord, that we
know Him intimately.
These relationships must be nourished, fed and watered. The same is true of Mary. She loves you,
she cannot do any different. Her love is perfect and the greatest among creatures. But, she is humble non-assuming, nor is she forceful.
For a long time I was somewhat reluctant to go to her in the conversion process. But over time I began to recieve tremendous healing in my soul and a great thirst for Jesus. The more I asked her to bring me close to Him, the more she honored that. Over time as I meditated on the Rosary and the mysteries of Christ and Mary, I began to see her more in light of my Savior who I knew so well. ***His flesh and blood that won our redemption were hers as well. His heart that was pierced was her heart as well. Not in a divine way, but in a human way. ***
Over time I saw them so intertwined through the mystery of the incarnation, my love for her soared! I found beauty again, love, virtue, and freedom from horrible vices that were killing me and my family.
Mary has been pure love to me and my family. But all this takes time,
she will gently guide you, never forcefully sister.
God bless you friend