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s4angel
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I have a question in a story.
Back when I lost my son my first born I became very angry with God. I can not describe the pain,hurt and anger I felt not to mention the fear.
One day in the darkest day of my grief I was driving through Hereford AZ as I was approaching San Pedro (saint peter) river I was yelling at God and telling him every mean thing I could think of except the one thing I could not be forgiven for I just knew a bolt of lightning would get me if I did. All of a sudden when I was hurting the worst I heard a voice like someone was in the seat next to me. The words were “If you are so angry with him why are you speaking to him?” All of a sudden I was laughing and at peace. I had to admitt the voice was right. At that moment I began to believe in Jesus Christ and fall in love with him. I never before believed in Jesus Christ I knew he was the son of the father but I had no idea who he was. I understood the love of a mother for her son. I also felt the love of a son.
Over the next few years I heard the voice every now and again. usualy when I was angry or upset. It always spoke softly and with love and humour. One time when I was pregnant with Joshua I was sleeping and I heard a voice shout my name I panicked and jumped out of bed. My dad was getting ready for work and I told him about it we prayed and he left. Later that day I found out Dad had just missed an accident on the highway near our house.
I still hear it and it speaks wisdom to me. Always reminds me of Jesus would have me act.
I know this sounds delusional and apart from my dad I have never spoken of it. I speak to the voice and it always answers.
So question is any one here ever hear a voice speaking? Who is it my Gardian angel? My patron saint??
Back when I lost my son my first born I became very angry with God. I can not describe the pain,hurt and anger I felt not to mention the fear.
One day in the darkest day of my grief I was driving through Hereford AZ as I was approaching San Pedro (saint peter) river I was yelling at God and telling him every mean thing I could think of except the one thing I could not be forgiven for I just knew a bolt of lightning would get me if I did. All of a sudden when I was hurting the worst I heard a voice like someone was in the seat next to me. The words were “If you are so angry with him why are you speaking to him?” All of a sudden I was laughing and at peace. I had to admitt the voice was right. At that moment I began to believe in Jesus Christ and fall in love with him. I never before believed in Jesus Christ I knew he was the son of the father but I had no idea who he was. I understood the love of a mother for her son. I also felt the love of a son.
Over the next few years I heard the voice every now and again. usualy when I was angry or upset. It always spoke softly and with love and humour. One time when I was pregnant with Joshua I was sleeping and I heard a voice shout my name I panicked and jumped out of bed. My dad was getting ready for work and I told him about it we prayed and he left. Later that day I found out Dad had just missed an accident on the highway near our house.
I still hear it and it speaks wisdom to me. Always reminds me of Jesus would have me act.
I know this sounds delusional and apart from my dad I have never spoken of it. I speak to the voice and it always answers.
So question is any one here ever hear a voice speaking? Who is it my Gardian angel? My patron saint??