trumpet152:
Why can’t I stop sinning?
You’re human. Sorry.
“If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word has no place in our lives.” (1 John 1:8-10)
I sincerely wish to do so
Then you have what is required.
God made you as imperfect as you are.
God knew that you would sin.
God loves you anyway.
The most important thing is to
try. David was an adulterer and a murderer, yet God “testified concerning him: ‘I have found David son of Jesse a man after my own heart; he will do everything I want him to do’” (Acts 13:22). The authenticity of the attempt is the most important issue.
Will it get easier after my conversion?
It will only get easier after your death. Sorry to be so blunt, but that’s the truth.
However, it’s not like being a Christian is a bad thing. Jesus said, “I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full.” (John 10:10).
One third of the world’s population are Christians. If they can manage it, you can too.