Hi Blessed is He!
Well, I was going to ask the same question others have,
that is what about Wicca appeals to you? Is it the ritual aspect, the theology, or the celebration of the seasons? I can relate to your situation, I’m a former Wiccan/pagan who came back to the church after almost 35 years and I’ve never been happier. I spent a few years in groups, one in particular with someone well known in the community who is now deceased, but I was mostly solitary in my practices.
A little about me…
part of the attraction for me was the ritual and all the trappings. I loved the idea of sitting at an altar under cover of night with candles anointed with fragrant oils, incense, herbs, crystals, etc., reciting ancient incantations to obtain my earthly desires. For the record, I adhered strictly to the Wiccan rede of “harm none,” so I never delved into spells that manipulated another person or harmed any living being. I used to make my own candles, incense, and oils. I studied herbalism, perfumery, and gemology. I was an adept Tarot card reader and astrologer.
Despite all that, I never felt at home in any of the groups I was a member of or with any of the pagan gods or goddesses that I tried to embrace for a number of reasons. I was always drawn back to Catholicism but resisted it at every turn. That’s another long story I won’t get into here, but you can read my post on this thread:
forums.catholic-questions.org/showthread.php?t=900058
So now I’m happily Catholic, and although I still love the allure of home altars, candles, incense, etc. I now have one with a Catholic flair. I love to read my Bible and prayer books by candlelight and burn church incense to transport me to the spiritual realm. I’ve sold almost all of my Wicca books and Tarot card sets, others I’ve tossed in the trash. I attend Mass every Sunday. My diocese is taking a trip to the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception in Washington DC this Saturday and I’m going!
As Bodhi303 has suggested, perhaps the mystical lives of the saints might inspire you to delve deeper into the Catholic faith. I read The Story of a Soul by St. Therese of Lisieux and it was very influential to me. You may wish to look into the writings of the doctors of the church.
I’d love to hear your thoughts and continue this discussion!