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Tadtomczyk
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I know what your about to say. Your about to say that angels and god and Jesus cleanse my heart and I will be eternally happy. But that’s not what I want. I want to have the same heart I have on earth. I don’t want to be eternally happy. I know once I get there I would be but from the perspective I have right now, i just don’t want it. The best part about being happy, is knowing you have lived through all the saddness to get to it. But if there’s not a single reason to be happy, I just don’t see the fun. I want to have the same feelings on earth, I don’t want to be a freaky man, that just has a smile and is “always” happy. The best of life is pushing through hard times, and getting up and getting it right. Thats what I want and I love extreme sports, skating, snowboarding, cliff jumping etc. when you fall, the best part is to get back up and get it right, knowing you just went through hard work. But if u get it right everytime, what’s the fun of it? I mean, I don’t want to go to hell, but heaven just seems “too happy”. Help me please.