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BenSinner
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I had an extreme anxiety attack last night. It was so bad that I was feeling intense sensations of derealization and depersonalization, along with obsessive irrational thinking.
What I ‘experienced’ what due to this anxiety attack, I have exited reality and now entered into a Matrix/Solispsim universe. I still retained memories from my time in reality, but in the present moment I was the only one who exists and the world I live in is just an illusion of the one I was living in before. The bedroom I was in was an illusion of the same bedroom I was in 20 minutes ago back in reality. The people I were talking to on social media are now an illusion, but they were real 20 minutes ago back in reality.
Thankfully, this attack went away and I came back to my senses and realized I was in reality all along. (even though I never fully believed I was anywhere else)
But for future reference, just in case this were to happen again…is this even logically possible for one to just ‘leave’ reality and go into an illusion of it? I’m not talking about a hallucination. I’m talking about a real event where one starts in reality but is transformed into a ‘solipsism’ universe?
What I ‘experienced’ what due to this anxiety attack, I have exited reality and now entered into a Matrix/Solispsim universe. I still retained memories from my time in reality, but in the present moment I was the only one who exists and the world I live in is just an illusion of the one I was living in before. The bedroom I was in was an illusion of the same bedroom I was in 20 minutes ago back in reality. The people I were talking to on social media are now an illusion, but they were real 20 minutes ago back in reality.
Thankfully, this attack went away and I came back to my senses and realized I was in reality all along. (even though I never fully believed I was anywhere else)
But for future reference, just in case this were to happen again…is this even logically possible for one to just ‘leave’ reality and go into an illusion of it? I’m not talking about a hallucination. I’m talking about a real event where one starts in reality but is transformed into a ‘solipsism’ universe?
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