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I received a call from the admissions office at the personal care boarding home but the volume on my phone was turned off so I have to wait for tomorrow until there return call.
Everything is coming up roses! I have reached an astonishing moment of truth and honor with my son. I can only keep praying but I sense he is beginning to find his way. After things were so dark now there is a light.
My ex husband seems to be willing to pay for the home and I sense an openness to a relationship down the road, once things are sorted out.
I am sorting out the diagnosis and why the diagnosis of an “endogenous” psychotic disorder was so upsetting to me. I had an intense compulsive reading habit from 3rd grade that lingered on until I was 29 and got married. It was closely related to the being kneed in the crotch by my brother when I was a child, which cause motivational and emotional issues. I was confused about reality because I lived in a world of fiction. It was so bad that it explains my strange OCD problem: I didn’t know how to navigate the physical world because I had lived it mostly as eyes looking at print while situated motionless in a comfortable chair. I read until I felt sick in my head and kept reading. It is a really serious issue. Combine that with sexual abuse issues that people are saying aren’t real…my psychiatrist made me sign off a paper acknowledging I have schizoaffective disorder last week. Maybe I will always have to accept that. But at least in my heart I understand what the problem is now. I am taking a copy of this to keep in a WORD file so I can remember what I said. Thank you for listening, and thank you for your prayers, they are working a miracle!
Everything is coming up roses! I have reached an astonishing moment of truth and honor with my son. I can only keep praying but I sense he is beginning to find his way. After things were so dark now there is a light.
My ex husband seems to be willing to pay for the home and I sense an openness to a relationship down the road, once things are sorted out.
I am sorting out the diagnosis and why the diagnosis of an “endogenous” psychotic disorder was so upsetting to me. I had an intense compulsive reading habit from 3rd grade that lingered on until I was 29 and got married. It was closely related to the being kneed in the crotch by my brother when I was a child, which cause motivational and emotional issues. I was confused about reality because I lived in a world of fiction. It was so bad that it explains my strange OCD problem: I didn’t know how to navigate the physical world because I had lived it mostly as eyes looking at print while situated motionless in a comfortable chair. I read until I felt sick in my head and kept reading. It is a really serious issue. Combine that with sexual abuse issues that people are saying aren’t real…my psychiatrist made me sign off a paper acknowledging I have schizoaffective disorder last week. Maybe I will always have to accept that. But at least in my heart I understand what the problem is now. I am taking a copy of this to keep in a WORD file so I can remember what I said. Thank you for listening, and thank you for your prayers, they are working a miracle!
