Hi B1

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If you believe Rome holds ALL truth, then don’t you think that that’s it - she holds ALL truth so though we may not understand it all, she still holds all truth.
I will write here a similar struggle and how it came to be resolved.
I was in a thread on predestination and I told another poster by the name of Sandusky that he must have an evil god in his head if that is what he believes. He then came back with a line from Ludwig Ott’s Fundamentals of Catholic Dogma that stated that Catholics believed in predestination. I googled it and found out it was true. I was completely devastated.
But then I read more about it and after twirling this in my head I came to understand what is being proposed and I was actually able to come back with an explanation of our version of predestination.
But then, a few months later, another poster asked me to summarize the difference between the Thomist and Molinist viewpoints. I was faced again with a crisis because the more I read the more I came to the conclusion that this is just not compatible with the loving God of the Bible.
At this point, I had a choice. Do I believe what the Church says or, like all the other cafeteria catholics that I have told off, pick and choose what to believe?
At that moment I said to myself, who am I to think that my piddly little brain knows God and His workings better than the all the saints and doctors of the Church; that I know better than the Church that Christ has promised to guide into truth? So I said I will believe even if I don’t understand.
But the wonderful thing is, the moment I gave this assent, understanding came such that there is no longer this enormous wrestling in the shadows because enough light was given.
Now, whenever I come across something that I can put a question mark on, with great conviction, I know that the Church has the answer.
Once we start saying that I do not believe this or do not believe that, then we put into question the Church’s truth and the Church’s right to claim our allegiance.
If Rome has all truth, then Rome has all truth.
Just a thought - perhaps this may be something that God is asking you to surrender this lent.
Peace and Joy of Our Lord,
Cory