A call for desperation

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I don’t even know how to put my anguish or call out into words. I am in this section for prayers which are immensely appreciated by the way.

I don’t know if the way I am feeling is normal. I feel this depression and terrible sadness and anxiety are going to kill me. Weight is dropping from me, I can’t eat for the nausea I am feeling and the sheer darkness of my thinking. My body is in a state of constant panic.

I am aching psychically and get a bolt panic attack when I wake, because in my sleep, there are no thoughts. It is terrifying to realise this is real and not something that can go away.

I am not dealing well with my sisters diagnosis of a cancer that is on her lung. There is red spot found by pet scan and they said if its in her brain, it won’t be a good prognosis.

I have an awful habit of going from ‘A right through to Z’ with bad news, most folks would pull back from this escalating thought and just take it by the day.

I think I am in complicated grief. Our back story is one of toxic shame from a family of abuse.

I am sorry to waffle on here. I know this section is for prayers and i want those. I would post this in another section, but I really am wary of doing that, as I was roughly treated and very hesitant to post there now.
My hope is that the prayer section won’t do that, but offer prayer for my sister Anjys healing. I am protecting her name from toxic family should they read this forum.

I can’t even call her, because of the way I am. She lives a 4hour plane flight from me.
There is no rest in this and I can’t imagine how she must feel. Its all the harder knowing my sisters life has not been ideal at all and that our mother and sister are out of our lives because their love is abusive and conditional. I don’t know if I can survive the breaking heart feeling.

Please pray with me

Hail Mary full of Grace
The Lord is with thee
Blessed art thou among women
and blessed is the Fruit of Your womb, Jesus

Holy Mary Mother of God
Pray for our sinners
now and at the hour of our death
Amen

God Bless

Shae
 
Hi Shae,

I’m sorry for all of the struggles that you and your sister have been through in your family. 😦

Prayers said for both of you, and regarding the cancer that your sister has, too.

May God bless the both of you. :grouphug:
 
Praying to St. Peregrine for your sister’s health & recovery. Praying for your intentions as well.
 
Saint Michael, the archangel, defend us in battle, be our defense against the wickedness and snares of the devil, may God rebuke him, we humbly pray. And do you, O’ Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God thrust into Hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world for the ruin of souls.

Amen.

†

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread.

And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.

And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.

Amen.

†

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.

Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.

Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.

Amen.

†

Prayer for a Miracle

God of all creation, you who spoke a simple command and brought forth light from
the darkness, I ask you now to send forth your miracle-working power to heal Shae. You cleansed the lepers, opened the eyes of the blind and by
speaking a simple command, you empowered the crippled to rise up and walk.
You sent forth your life-giving power to all those in need, including those you raised from
the dead. I ask you to send forth your healing power into Shae’s body and give him the strength to fight his illness. I ask this through my Lord, Jesus Christ, your Son, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, for ever and ever. Amen

†

Prayer to Our Lady of Mental Peace

O Lady of Mental Peace,
Mother of Tranquility
and Mother of Hope,
look upon Shae in this time
of weakness and unrest.

Teach her searching heart
to know that God’s Love
for her is unchanging and
unchangeable, and, that
true human love can only
begin and grow by touching
His Love.

Let your gentle Peace -
which this world cannot give
  • be always with her.
    And, help her to bring this
    same Peace into the lives
    of others.
Our Lady of Mental Peace,
  • Pray for us!
    Amen.
Jesus, Help Me!

In every need let me come to You with humble trust,
saying:
Jesus, help me!
In all my doubts, perplexities, and temptations:
Jesus, help me!
In hours of loneliness, weariness and trials:
Jesus, help me!
In the failure of my plans and hopes, in disappointments,
troubles and sorrows:
Jesus, help me!
When others fail me, and Your Grace alone can assist me:
Jesus, help me!
When I throw myself on Your tender Love as Savior:
Jesus, help me!
When my heart is cast down by failure, at seeing no good
come from my efforts:
Jesus, help me!
When I feel impatient, and my cross irritates me:
Jesus, help me!
When I am ill, and my head and hands cannot work and
I am lonely:
Jesus, help me!

Always, always, in spite of weakness, falls and short-
comings of every kind:
Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, help me and never forsake me!

Amen

†
 
Hi Shae, MY name is Gordie, I can sympathize
w/ your depression/negativity/powerlessness,
just HOLD ON to your faith, it will abundantly
reward you w/ righteousness and peace in the
end. My prayer is w/ you.

Prayer in honor of the Precious
Blood of Jesus:
Eternal Father, we offer you the
Precious Blood of Jesus, poured
out on the cross and offered daily on
the altar, for the Glory of your name,
for the coming of your Kingdom and
for the salvation of all.
Praise and thanksgiving be ever-
more to Jesus
Who with His blood has saved us.
Amen.
 
Praying for you, your sister and your family. May the Lord draw you all closer to himself and never let you go…

Lord, have mercy.
Christ, have mercy.
Lord, have mercy.

Our Father who art in heaven, hallowed be Thy name.
Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women
And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
Pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen.

Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
As it was in the beginning, is now and ever shall be world without end. Amen.

:signofcross:
 
Shae said:
I don’t even know how to put my anguish or call out into words. I am in this section for prayers which are immensely appreciated by the way.

I don’t know if the way I am feeling is normal. I feel this depression and terrible sadness and anxiety are going to kill me. Weight is dropping from me, I can’t eat for the nausea I am feeling and the sheer darkness of my thinking. My body is in a state of constant panic.

I am aching psychically and get a bolt panic attack when I wake, because in my sleep, there are no thoughts. It is terrifying to realise this is real and not something that can go away.

I am not dealing well with my sisters diagnosis of a cancer that is on her lung. There is red spot found by pet scan and they said if its in her brain, it won’t be a good prognosis.

I have an awful habit of going from ‘A right through to Z’ with bad news, most folks would pull back from this escalating thought and just take it by the day.

I think I am in complicated grief. Our back story is one of toxic shame from a family of abuse.

I am sorry to waffle on here. I know this section is for prayers and i want those. I would post this in another section, but I really am wary of doing that, as I was roughly treated and very hesitant to post there now.
My hope is that the prayer section won’t do that, but offer prayer for my sister Anjys healing. I am protecting her name from toxic family should they read this forum.

I can’t even call her, because of the way I am. She lives a 4hour plane flight from me.
There is no rest in this and I can’t imagine how she must feel. Its all the harder knowing my sisters life has not been ideal at all and that our mother and sister are out of our lives because their love is abusive and conditional. I don’t know if I can survive the breaking heart feeling.

Please pray with me

Hail Mary full of Grace
The Lord is with thee
Blessed art thou among women
and blessed is the Fruit of Your womb, Jesus

Holy Mary Mother of God
Pray for our sinners
now and at the hour of our death
Amen

God Bless

Shae
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Go onto amazon.com

Buy the ebook or buy the paperback of the book “The Miracle Ship” by Brian O’ Hare.
It is filled with the testimony of a guy in Northern Ireland, who after reading a book by a priest in the healing ministry, later experienced a miraculous healing of himself through following the prayers in the book. Afterward he began sharing that message with others and many many others began experiencing healing too from Jesus. Sr Briege McKenna helped this person get into the healing ministry and wrote a letter in the book. Also, Fr Rookie gave a prophecy that Jesus would use the guy to bring many healings to others.

It sounds like you need a miracle, and possible the deliverance prayers mentioned in this book.

The ebook can be downloaded to the free Kindle app and read on any electronic device.

This book will change your life!
 
Another book:
“unbound” by Neal Lozano (catholic book) how to go through steps of deliverance in prayer to free yourself of any chains from the past,

www.larrycummins.ie
Two free downloadable ebooks on his website with deliverance prayers at the back of the books.
 
Praying for your sister and for you…:hug1:

PRAYER TO THE
SACRED HEART OF JESUS

O most Sacred Heart of Jesus,
fountain of every blessing,
I adore You,
I love You and with true sorrow for my sins,
I offer You this poor heart of mine. Make me humble,
patient, pure and wholly obedient to Your will.
Grant, good Jesus, that I may live in
You and for You.
Protect me in the midst of danger,
comfort me in my afflictions,
give me health of body,
assistance in my temporal needs,
Your blessing on all that I do,
and the grace of a holy death.

Amen.
 
Praying with you!

Remember,
O most gracious Virgin Mary,
that never was it known that any one who fled to thy protection,
implored thy help or sought thy intercession,
was left unaided.
Inspired with this confidence,
I fly unto thee,
O Virgin of virgins my Mother;
to thee do I come,
before thee I stand,
sinful and sorrowful;
O Mother of thy Word Incarnate,
despise not my petitions,
but in thy clemency hear and answer me.
Amen

Hail Mary, full of grace,
The Lord is with Thee;
Blessed art thou among women,
And blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
Pray for us sinners,
Now and at the hour of our death. Amen.

Our Father,
who art in heaven,
hallowed be thy name;
thy kingdom come;
thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread;
and forgive us our trespasses
as we forgive those who trespass against us;
and lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil. Amen.
 
Gracious and merciful Father, please come to their ssistance.

Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread,
and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end.
Amen.
 
:gopray:

Our Father who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name.
Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven.
Give us this day our daily bread.
And forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive those who trespass against us.
And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil.
Amen.

Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee.
Blessed are you among women, and blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Glory Be to the Father, and to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit.
As it was in the beginning is now ever shall be world without end
Amen.

Remember, O most gracious Virgin Mary, that never was it known that anyone who fled to thy protection, implored thy help, or sought thy intercession, was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee, O Virgin of virgins, my Mother. To thee do I come, before thee I stand, sinful and sorrowful. O Mother of the Word Incarnate, despise not my petitions, but in thy mercy, hear and answer me. Amen

:signofcross:
 
Praying for you and your sister, and for your whole family’s healing. God bless you.
 
Saying prayers for your sister and for you.

Hail Mary full of Grace
The Lord is with thee
Blessed art thou among women
and blessed is the Fruit of Your womb, Jesus

Holy Mary Mother of God
Pray for our sinners
now and at the hour of our death
Amen
 
Thank you for praying. My sister Anjy is having surgery this Wednesday Australian time to remove stage 4 brain cancer. Surgery was for today, but she needed to get better from infection first.

Our Father who art in Heaven,
Hallowed by thy name,
Thy kingdom come,
Thy will be done,
On Earth as it is in Heaven,
Give us this day,
Our daily bread,
And forgive us our trespasses,
As we forgive those
Who trespass against us,
And lead us not into temptation,
But deliver us from evil.
Amen
 
Remember,
O most gracious Virgin Mary,
that never was it known,
that anyone who fled to thy protection,
implored thy help
or sought thy intercession,
was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee,
O Virgin of virgins, my Mother.
To thee I come, before thee I stand,
sinful and sorrowful.
O Mother of the Word Incarnate,
despise not my petition,
but in thy mercy hear and answer me.
Amen.
 
Sep. 2, 2016
Shae said:
I don’t even know how to put my anguish or call out into words. I am in this section for prayers which are immensely appreciated by the way.

I don’t know if the way I am feeling is normal. I feel this depression and terrible sadness and anxiety are going to kill me. Weight is dropping from me, I can’t eat for the nausea I am feeling and the sheer darkness of my thinking. My body is in a state of constant panic.

I am aching psychically and get a bolt panic attack when I wake, because in my sleep, there are no thoughts. It is terrifying to realise this is real and not something that can go away.

I am not dealing well with my sisters diagnosis of a cancer that is on her lung. There is red spot found by pet scan and they said if its in her brain, it won’t be a good prognosis.

I have an awful habit of going from ‘A right through to Z’ with bad news, most folks would pull back from this escalating thought and just take it by the day.

I think I am in complicated grief. Our back story is one of toxic shame from a family of abuse.

I am sorry to waffle on here. I know this section is for prayers and i want those. I would post this in another section, but I really am wary of doing that, as I was roughly treated and very hesitant to post there now.
My hope is that the prayer section won’t do that, but offer prayer for my sister Anjys healing. I am protecting her name from toxic family should they read this forum.

I can’t even call her, because of the way I am. She lives a 4hour plane flight from me.
There is no rest in this and I can’t imagine how she must feel. Its all the harder knowing my sisters life has not been ideal at all and that our mother and sister are out of our lives because their love is abusive and conditional. I don’t know if I can survive the breaking heart feeling.

Please pray with me

Hail Mary full of Grace . . . .
God Bless

Shae
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9/18/2016
Shae said:
Thank you for praying. My sister Anjy is having surgery this Wednesday Australian time to remove stage 4 brain cancer. Surgery was for today, but she needed to get better from infection first.

Our Father who art in Heaven, . . . .
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Sorry this thread was lost, but am glad I found it. It is so difficult when the family member is far away like in your sister’s case. . . . Am praying for your sister, her doctors, you and your family. . . . .

:signofcross:
PRAYER TO SAINT MICHAEL THE ARCHANGEL
St Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle;
be our defense against the wicked and snares of the Devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray
and do thou, O prince of the heavenly host,
by the power of God,
thrust into Hell Satan
and all the other evil spirits
who prowl about the world
seeking the ruin of souls.
Amen.

THE MEMORARE
Remember,
O most gracious Virgin Mary,
that never was it known,
that anyone who fled to thy protection,
implored thy help
or sought thy intercession,
was left unaided.
Inspired by this confidence, I fly unto thee,
O Virgin of virgins, my Mother.
To thee I come, before thee I stand,
sinful and sorrowful.
O Mother of the Word Incarnate,
despise not my petition,
but in thy mercy hear and answer me.
Amen.

COME, HOLY SPIRIT
Come, Holy Spirit, fill the hearts of Thy faithful and enkindle in them the fire of Thy love.

V. Send forth Thy Spirit and they shall be created.
R. And Thou shalt renew the face of the earth.

Let us pray. O God, Who didst instruct the hearts of the faithful by the light of the Holy Spirit, grant us in the same Spirit to be truly wise, and ever to rejoice in His consolation. Through Christ our Lord.
Amen.
:signofcross:

Let Nothing Disturb You
Let nothing disturb you
Let nothing frighten you,
All things are passing away:
God never changes.
Code: 
  Patience, 
  Obtains all things,
  Whoever has God 
  Lacks nothing:
  God alone suffices.
Santa Teresa de Jesús
(Santa Teresa de Ávila)

Luz María
 
***Hail Mary,
Full of Grace,
The Lord is with thee.
Blessed art thou among women,
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb,
Jesus.
Holy Mary,
Mother of God,
pray for us sinners now,
and at the hour of our death
Amen.

:crossrc:***
 
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