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At the Vigil Mass this evening, I was starting to receive Communion, and the priest dropped the Host. I saw, in only seconds, the little wafer falling to the floor, and, like a pearly sanddollar, it rolled. I picked it up as quickly as I could, looked at the priest, he told me he was so sorry, and I just quickly whispered to him, “It’s all right,” put the fallen wafer into my mouth, and made the sign of the Cross. I knew it was just an accident (the priest is a kind, elderly man) but I felt what I can only describe as extreme disappointment. Receiving Communion is so special to me, and I still felt as though I had committed a sacrilege. I know I’m being harsh, tell me I am, but it just really bothered me that it happened. Did I handle it right? On the spur of the moment, I only thought of how Jesus’s Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity should never touch the ground, so I quickly picked it up and ate it anyhow. It didn’t dawn on me until later, after I was home, that now there was the possibility there were particles (even the finest grains of dust) from the wafer still on the floor, and that they may have been stepped on. And now it’s too late. I know I didn’t do anything wrong, and neither did the priest, but it is upsetting me that particles may have been left there to be defiled. I’m more thinking of how Jesus may have been inadvertently exposed to a sacrilege, if people have, even unknowingly, stepped all over Him. Now tell me I’m overreacting,
but I’m just deep and sensitive.