Another example, a neighbor who lives through one door near me.
Recently, I spoke with him, and today I found out that he is dying of cancer.
Neighbors won’t recognize him anymore. He has the cancer of the bowel, and most likely already metastasized, for he dried up and is dying.
The last time I saw him , he looked at me with some kind of sadness. He said he had health problems. He was (and still is) not so old.
But, for example, - the tiler and the plumber , who used to work in my house are two alcoholics about 65-67years old, (probably elder than this guy, I am not sure)drinking vodka almoust every day, I think- smoke about 2 packs of cigarettes a day, and feel ok. And my neighbor dies and seems younger than them. I mean, no one knows that his awaits.
A person can pray and ask God’s mercy, but about the more/less guilts we will find answers to many questions only in eternity.