Your question reveals the emptiness of your disbelief system! You spend a lot of time and energy on this forum attacking theism and Christianity because you have **nothing **to defend…
Your distortion of Christian belief highlights your belief that earthly existence is unconditionally and categorically
without any meaning. You are obviously ignorant of the fact that this life is, in the words of John Keats, a vale of soul-making rather than a meaningless spark in the darkness of eternity…
All the pain, misery, horror in this existence is without significance for you because you accept it as a brute fact without making any attempt to consider whether in your wisdom you can create a pain-free, misery-free, horror-free world. If life is so terrible why bother to hang around? Is it just because you’re afraid of death?

Obviously you have no scruples about killing the defenceless because you regard goodness and justice as mere human conventions… Perhaps you are the one who is envious… of something else…
Are you suggesting that the atheist way of life does have ultimate significance?
If so where do you obtain it? If not why pretend that it does? Of course, your version of life as a senseless joke by the blind Goddess makes nonsense of any claim to intellectual superiority on your part. Your little “agitation of the brain” - as David Hume called it - is an inadequate tool for proving anything whatsoever.
The amazement never stops that you’re so obsessed with attacking Christianity that you can find nothing better to do! Why devote your valuable time and energy - when your life is so meaninglessly short - to sheer nonsense? Could it be that you cannot really find anything worthwhile in your mindless philosophy and are envious of those who can? Or is it because the pleasure of destruction exceeds all your other forms of entertainment while you await for extinction? After all you don’t have a glimmer of doubt that you have absolutely nothing to look forward to, do you?