ACORN whistleblower's story

[Mimi]

Recently Ms. MonCrief posted this explanation on her blog,
www.anitamoncrief.blogspot.com:

“How This Ex-Liberal Found Fortitude and Her Way Home”

"Growing up black and Catholic in the South was an interesting experience
that taught me a great deal about people. I believe I spent less than a week
in public school before transferring to a private Catholic school and
beginning theology classes that still intertwine with my life experience. I
remember going to a Baptist funeral and feeling so out of place. The
expression of intense emotion was not something that I had never seen in
church, the songs were unfamiliar and the style was foreign to me. Growing
up poor in a less than ideal family dynamic led for me to crave order and
routine. Some friends often remarked about the order of the Mass or told me
that it was boring, but to me it was comforting. I knew what was coming and
I was ready. Reciting phrases in Latin or receiving Communion were things I
trusted and understood.

"Often in interviews I am asked about my conversion from the far left
liberal (radical) to the conservative movement and I always think back to
first grade. While I had been Catholic all my life, I did not realize it
until I went to school. I felt a little lost and very scared. That’s how I
feel about blacks and conservatism. I left the church as a young woman, the
church never changed but my desire not to live by its rules led me to break
free.

"Over the years, I have tried and studied other religions but Catholicism is
home, and nothing feels like home. As a liberal there was a certain part of
me that fought against the world. It was never a fair fight though, because
my opinions were set and no amount of proof could change that. As a liberal
trying to find her way, I often felt like I was trying on religions again. I
didn’t fit in, asked lots of questions and was uneasy about my path. Being
lost will do that, only I did not know I was on the wrong path. I channeled
that anger at the “system” into art work, I went home at night and tried not
to think about the moms living on Section 8 in the “projects” who worried
about their kids and still tried to look out for me too. I ignored the
feelings of desperation when I talked to my young friends, so full of
promise but without an adequate foundation to succeed.
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[Mimi]

"The Democrats seemed to be the answer: social programs, better schools, and
politicians who cared. I do think that if I had never seen the other side of
community organizing that I would still be blindly following along that same
path. Being a conservative gives me hope, and peace. While it has not been
easy, I decided to start with what made me love America as a child - its
history and Constitution- and go from there. Friends who are still radicals
rail at me for loving a country that enslaved us, and I tell them I don’t. I
love a country that had the guts to stand up time and time again and right a
wrong. A country that is not afraid to pick itself up and start again.

"The media, think tanks and leftist organizations paint the right as hate
mongers and I believed it for a number of years. Going to events like the
Defending the American Dream Summit this past weekend continues to enlighten
me. I find warm, regular people who have traveled and taken time off to be
there. It was not a gathering of paid hacks, or reporters patting themselves
on the back for Van Jones. Moms, dads, nurses, doctors, bloggers and people
from all over America, discussed the state of our country and their fears
for the world their children would be inheriting.

"Comparing it to a leftist conference I went to in 2007 I was amazed at how
helpful and open the staff and sponsors were. No egos here. Tim Phillips
went out of his way to accommodate those of us who ended up in the overflow
room after an expected surge of attendees. The next day, I spoke on a panel
and was overwhelmed by the support in the room. Conservatives seemed to be
more accepting of differences and willing to listen and respond to others
without attacking or belittling them.

“Putting political ideology aside for a moment, I will tell anyone that
there has been a certain amount of inner peace that I have never had before
and I have noticed more harmony in my family. For the first time in my adult
life I can honestly say that I am not at war with myself or the world. I
never knew that by changing my political beliefs that I would find my faith,
change the course of my life and end a self destructive pattern of
victimhood.’”

Yes indeed: God works in mysterious ways.

I thought this was a beautiful testimony. I respect this woman SO much for coming out with the information. Please pray for her safety and that Justice will be done.

Also, check your area to see if any "community organizations" are affiliated with either the Gamaliel Foundation or the Industrial Areas Foundation or Faith in Public Life.

Mimi