I don’t have a holy hour formally, but in recent months I’ve become addicted to the True Presence.
In the beginning I just felt drawn, and I would do as some suggest…I brought stacks of books, spiritual reading, etc. Then I came across something that said that Bl. Fulton Sheen used to write his homilies in Adoration.
Well, as I am an aspiring writer crippled by writer’s block, I took the hint and I invested in some paper!
I actually learned a few things and started to realize that my ideas weren’t really coming from me but they were truths being spoken to me by our Lord.
I was led to a Spiritual Director (SD) and through a process, I now have 3 journals which come with me to adoration.
In one journal, which is from some dream interpretation in which we discern what Jesus is telling me, I write a journal response. This has morphed into a form of letters ot Jesus. I don’t always feel like writing but sometimes I feel prompted and I’m amazed at what I tell him.
I pull out the other journal if Jesus is speaking to me. (this is hard to describe but I know it happens to a LOT of people). Sometimes it’s just a phrase, sometimes it starts with one thing and just goes on…I write until the words don’t come anymore.
Sometimes I just sit there, kneel there…pray Divine Mercy, sometimes I come into his presence and just cry my heart out.
Every day is a different experience.
Here is my advice to you: Bring a Bible and a notebook or if you for some reason are drawn to a particular book when you go, just grab it. Spend some time in prayer to start out. Sit back and just enjoy the Lord’s company. If you have any concerns about ANYTHING tell him about it. If you have nothing pressing on your mind, just sit still and absorb the fact that you are in God’s presence.
If possible, try to spend at least 5 minutes with Jesus every day…you will be amazed at what happens to you after you begin!
Adoration is the best-kept secret of the Church and it almost brings me to tears to find the churches which don’t offer it or have it for only a couple hours per week or per month or not at all. There is true spiritual poverty in those parishes as they do not have this great blessing.