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PelagiathePenit
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I literally leading myself to an early grave. I seldom sleep. I walk at 4am despite going to bed at 11pm. My brain just doesn’t stop worrying about the past. I need to just let things go and live with the consequences of my actions. I did not understand the graveness of my actions nor did I truly intend for things to get this ugly. I should have moved on Long time ago and I need go of my need to be right or my expectations from others. I am definitely becoming depressed again. My diet could be better. I am always tired with headaches. I am dependent on sleeping pills. My father does not think a young girl in her 20s should have trouble sleeping. I do not have children or a spouse to worry about. How am I going to manage then if I can barely get by now? My father thinks my sleep deprivation is a very serious problem. My anxiety as well. He fears I stress myself out enough I will die early or get a stroke at a young age.