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aloejamb
Guest
Hopefull,
I know the feelings that you are going through right now. In saying that, I can only share my experience. Being there two weeks away from Mass was hard. But in the whole spectrum of things, I knew I was there on His mission (adoption). In that time, I saw people who had nothing and were happy to have it. I watched twelve girls whose birth mothers chose life for them. Because of this, these twelve girls have families and a future. I have watched my daughter go from a withdrawn little girl who kept her eyes downcast for weeks after we came home-- She was malnourished and underdeveloped–to now, where she has evolved into a healthy child who laughs and runs and plays with her brother and sisters in the backyard. She is my hero and she isn’t even old enough to go to school yet.
If I had to go without the Mass for two weeks again in order to gain this experience, I would do it without blinking. I learned more about Jesus by walking among the poorest of any poor I have witnessed in these two weeks than I had an entire life time.
I do not know what your circumstance is and do not need to. But maybe focus on what you can gain rather than what you are missing. It is two weeks out of your life.
Talking to your priest isn’t a bad idea either.
I know the feelings that you are going through right now. In saying that, I can only share my experience. Being there two weeks away from Mass was hard. But in the whole spectrum of things, I knew I was there on His mission (adoption). In that time, I saw people who had nothing and were happy to have it. I watched twelve girls whose birth mothers chose life for them. Because of this, these twelve girls have families and a future. I have watched my daughter go from a withdrawn little girl who kept her eyes downcast for weeks after we came home-- She was malnourished and underdeveloped–to now, where she has evolved into a healthy child who laughs and runs and plays with her brother and sisters in the backyard. She is my hero and she isn’t even old enough to go to school yet.
If I had to go without the Mass for two weeks again in order to gain this experience, I would do it without blinking. I learned more about Jesus by walking among the poorest of any poor I have witnessed in these two weeks than I had an entire life time.
I do not know what your circumstance is and do not need to. But maybe focus on what you can gain rather than what you are missing. It is two weeks out of your life.
Talking to your priest isn’t a bad idea either.