Good day and God bless…I have a very similar problem with my mother, except she’s a practicing Catholic…I used to call her “under my nose” hypocrite, when I was in my rebellious years as a teenager…One time she heard me and told me I was condemned to hell for all eternity for dishonoring my mother, as one of the Ten Commandments demands you to do…
I can’t raise my voice at her, I can’t speak over her, I can’t share my passions or dreams with her, I can’t speak my mind with her, nor what I have learned through Catholic Forums, or reading the Bible myself…Everything I say has to be double checked- Well I’ll ask your father and see if that’s true…It’s like whatever…If they need help with something and I volunteer to help them, like for example-this year they want to refinance but my father works really long hours, 16 hours a day, 5 days of the week, and when he’s home all he does is rest and sleep. Can you blame him?! Well the reason this is so is because they have an almost 2 grand mortgage…Well I offered to help them find a bank that would refinance their loan…all of a sudden she brings my sister into the conversation, I am like, UHM what does she have to do with what I am telling you…Since my sister’s her favorite and my father thanks me for helping them find their home to begin with, because all the banks he searched for denied his approval and I helped him find one, my mother was disappointed that my sister (her fav btw) doesn’t get any recognition in my father’s eyes, so she volunteered her into helping them out…
I felt a bit bad because I was more than happy to do so, but her comments of “well you need to do something with your house and make sure it’s clean so I won’t bother you!” Really upset and bothered me…When they came to visit me this year it had been 2 months since I washed the carpet, depending on the weather would wash it 1-3 months…Well during that time I didn’t have the money to rent the washer and when they came I was a disgusting slob…Very disappointing…Everything else was perfect except for the carpet so I was a lazy slob…She went and bought me a carpet shampooer…I shampoo the carpet every week…seriously…My gf went over 3 weeks ago and saw me shampooing, came over a week later saw me shampooing, came over this weekend saw me shampooing as well, she asked me if I was crazy??? I told her I was never going to be called a slob again because I can’t afford to wash the carpet…With 3 kids and 2 dogs…it’s really difficult to keep tan colored carpet clean…believe me no matter how much I wash it, still looks the same.
I have written in this forum asking for advice on my parents, and let me tell you everyone has advised that I just speak to them straight out but every time I try to I get told I am an ungrateful child, terrible daughter, the worst of the family, etc etc etc…SO I am stuck just keeping my distance…My mother is in her mid 50’s btw…I am 30 but going on 60 let me tell you- health wise…And then they call me fat and everything else because now my body is so difficult for losing weight, and have been going through some terrible health issues, and they compare with my sister on how skinny she is and I just listen overthe phone wishing I could just hang up…And they don’t put themselves in my shoes and think what all this can do to my well being, nope instead they continue to hammer things on and still talk behind my back about anything they want…And put me down…
So now I just keep the conversations to a minimum and pray for her even more than before…And hope that someday she just leaves me in peace you know…I love her to death she’s my mother but I just can’t even you know, have a moment of peace with her…
So if you can keep your conversations to a minimum maybe things will start going better for you…I know that now it’s almost like a hi and bye thing for us I am not so stressed over my own situations as I was when I would be on the phone for hours with her. Also if you can keep your visits to a minimum as well that might help you out.
And just keep praying for her as much as possible…God bless and may GOD enlighten your mother to do God’s will. Take care dear!