I am sorry I have been praying for others to change their ways. I fear that they have missused the Holy Spirit, and that it has affected my life. They are people I have love for and yet I feel that they have opened doors to evil in my life. I feel that I have been punished for their choices. My parents and uncles. I feeel this because I have always had a great faith in God, and yet when my parents got divorced I never told them that they were doing wrong. They rewed and I never said anything. They were living in a perpetual state of sin and I was along for the ride. By never saying anything I was in the wrong. I reinstilled these things over and over again my whole life. I finally moved on and left from the place I was raised, found my wife and moved back to better our lives, moving back or something opened the door, and evil tore apart a very loving marriage. By praying for them to see what they have done I feel that I am pushing off the blame. I know that I have problems, but I have been working to change, and they keep stoppig my progress.
