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ZhaneAugustine
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Well I know I’ve only really started to post a lot recently… so not the majority knows much about this about me… but I do like tickling.
I will admit there is a bit of a fetish for it for me, which really makes it hard for me, because it used to really turn me on just hearing the world tickle. That fortunately has gone, but not the whole thing.
Anyway about a year or so, I began writing a series of stories with two sets of groups, one a kind one, and the other not so much, And of course, it deals with tickling. The kind group does not use bondage of any kind, and uses it to try to break a person’s walls down, so they can look at the issue that is upsetting them, and trying to help these ‘patients’ move on with happier lives… while the bad group is just using people for their own kinks…
Now nothing majorly porn goes on there. I always tell folks who ask at deviantart, that the bad group IS a lot worse, than what I write them doing, but I REFUSE to show it in the stories.
My intent in the series, is to help other people with this kind of fetish that they can overcome it, not to allow it to dominate them. I want to show the kinder, more playful version of tickkling as a pure form, and the more dominiate side, which has no care for women or men except that they’re under the control of the other people is wrong.
I’ve thought about stop writing the series, but everytime I have, and have been at Church, I’ve heard our choir sing the song, “Here I am, Lord.” A song about service to God.
I have even talked to a priest about this in Confession, and he said it might be possible indeed that God wanted to help these people who have the same fetish as I do, but I should keep care, and pray.
Am I doing the right thing in writing these stories? I think I am… mostly people ask for stories from the good group’s pov, than the bad group… so perhaps?
I will admit there is a bit of a fetish for it for me, which really makes it hard for me, because it used to really turn me on just hearing the world tickle. That fortunately has gone, but not the whole thing.
Anyway about a year or so, I began writing a series of stories with two sets of groups, one a kind one, and the other not so much, And of course, it deals with tickling. The kind group does not use bondage of any kind, and uses it to try to break a person’s walls down, so they can look at the issue that is upsetting them, and trying to help these ‘patients’ move on with happier lives… while the bad group is just using people for their own kinks…
Now nothing majorly porn goes on there. I always tell folks who ask at deviantart, that the bad group IS a lot worse, than what I write them doing, but I REFUSE to show it in the stories.
My intent in the series, is to help other people with this kind of fetish that they can overcome it, not to allow it to dominate them. I want to show the kinder, more playful version of tickkling as a pure form, and the more dominiate side, which has no care for women or men except that they’re under the control of the other people is wrong.
I’ve thought about stop writing the series, but everytime I have, and have been at Church, I’ve heard our choir sing the song, “Here I am, Lord.” A song about service to God.
I have even talked to a priest about this in Confession, and he said it might be possible indeed that God wanted to help these people who have the same fetish as I do, but I should keep care, and pray.
Am I doing the right thing in writing these stories? I think I am… mostly people ask for stories from the good group’s pov, than the bad group… so perhaps?
