Please help, because I dont know what to do anymore.
S. John Bosco said Satan has no power over a soul who frequently visits the Sacrament of the Eucharist. (in prayer, in the church with your focus on the tabernacle or the Sacrament if it available for you to see)
Important in effect, the faith you have in the message from S. John Bosco is what will help you, and not the presumption of your own good works. Good works have there place but faith is a more lofty virtue, but not independent from the rest of the virtues.
Furthermore, be vigilant against doubt. Doubt is a sin against the virtue of faith, and against the first commandment.
Further, the Catechism says, "Faith is the theological virtue by which we believe in God and believe all that he has said and revealed to us, and that Holy Church proposes for our belief, because he is truth itself. By faith “man freely commits his entire self to God.” (CCC 1814) Generally, God and his teachings from his church is what you need to focus on. Particuarly, when you have an attach, have faith in what S. John Bosco said wherein you had frequently visited the Sacrament of the Eucharist. Be vigilant against the sins against the virtue of faith (ie. doubt). With this war, if you are faithful, the Holy Spirit with give you his gifts, one of which is fortitude. Fortitude will give you a disposition that will incline you to not fear the devil or the mockery of people. The other gifts (particuarly fear of the Lord), if you are faithful will dispose you to have humility when you are victorious.