Am i opressed?

[marcotheartist]

A while back i touched a weird looking object it was a heart with a needle trough it and a seed next to it then when ever i would pray i would feel this wave of darkness slowly come over me, it didnt take long for the feeling to come completley over me and it didnt take long for it to make me feel hopless depressed and bored. I sucked the life right out of me. And for some strange reason i cant open my heart no matter how hard i try cant feel gods love. Also this worm came down my center chest while in adoration and now it has grown into a bigger worm. Im guessing thats why i feel gloomy and without life but im not sure. whoever knows about opression please help me out thanks much apreciated

 

[phil_at_dayboro]

A while back i touched a weird looking object it was a heart with a needle trough it and a seed next to it then when ever i would pray i would feel this wave of darkness slowly come over me, it didnt take long for the feeling to come completley over me and it didnt take long for it to make me feel hopless depressed and bored. I sucked the life right out of me. And for some strange reason i cant open my heart no matter how hard i try cant feel gods love. Also this worm came down my center chest while in adoration and now it has grown into a bigger worm. Im guessing thats why i feel gloomy and without life but im not sure. whoever knows about opression please help me out thanks much apreciated

Perhaps more information is required here, like age & gender, how long in time has this gone on, do you think you have mild depression," are you married ?
Do you think you may be obsessed with doing good,and not relaxing and letting your hair down etc… We are not professional ,we are just a bunch of people that listen and try to help in some small way.

 

[marcotheartist]

Perhaps more information is required here, like age & gender, how long in time has this gone on, do you think you have mild depression," are you married ?
Do you think you may be obsessed with doing good,and not relaxing and letting your hair down etc… We are not professional ,we are just a bunch of people that listen and try to help in some small way.

Im 18 its been going on for about a couple of months like 8 months or more everything seems grey to me i feel like im stuck under its power, i was depressed but thefeeling of being depressed dissapeared when the evil feelings grew stronger. I feel stuck but nobody i talk to seems to understand me. I pray rosaries after rosaries but after wards i feel the evil growing stronger i think its because its scared its going to be casted out so it tries to show me that its stronger. I know that god is stronger than any evil out there.

 

[phil_at_dayboro]

Im 18 its been going on for about a couple of months like 8 months or more everything seems grey to me i feel like im stuck under its power, i was depressed but thefeeling of being depressed dissapeared when the evil feelings grew stronger. I feel stuck but nobody i talk to seems to understand me. I pray rosaries after rosaries but after wards i feel the evil growing stronger i think its because its scared its going to be casted out so it tries to show me that its stronger. I know that god is stronger than any evil out there.

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Sometimes we don’t want the entire world to know just what it is… It seems a little similar to what I was going through…think I was a little older but not by much…
When I had this feeling of evil… I commanded out loud for this evil to leave me…
I commanded it to F. Off and leave me alone…
It did work…try it., become Positive Aggressive …