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WildCatholic
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Okay first off, i don’t mean that I am possessed, but like in the sense that the Devil wants my soul and is trying to pull me from God. I have had a tough time of things recently. I am underemployed and it depresses me that I can’t find a full time job to the point that I’m wishing that I was dead (not that I want to kill myself, just that God would finally say its my time). Anyway, I feel at times like I am in such despair and I am wondering if this is why way the Devil is attacking me by making me feel depressed. How do I get God to make me happy. Anymore it feels like God doesn’t care about my happiness (not that I think he wants me to be sad, its just that happiness in the grand scheme of things isn’t that big of a deal to God. Rather its that we praise him no matter what. )
Also, could it be possible that Satan is impairing my judgement and trying to kill me while i am in mortal sin. I was recently in a car accident that was minor, but could have been a LOT worse. Anyway, could it be possible that Satan would have wanted me to die and clouds my judgement by getting into a situation where I could have died?
Also, could it be possible that Satan is impairing my judgement and trying to kill me while i am in mortal sin. I was recently in a car accident that was minor, but could have been a LOT worse. Anyway, could it be possible that Satan would have wanted me to die and clouds my judgement by getting into a situation where I could have died?