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MaryB
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I know it sounds crazy but I pray daily Jesus comes back for us. I love this earth with all my heart but I yearn to be with him so badly I just pray daily he comes back. I enjoy what he gives me in life. Good and bad, but I just don’t want to be here anymore. Not in a suicidal way it’s just I want to be with him in heaven where there is no evil, pain, illnesses or stress. I always dream of myself being one of his deciples from back then. Imagining myself in that time and what I would have done while by his side. For a while I was kind of jealous that God didn’t choose me to be there with him because I love him so much but after growing up some I realize I have quite the anger issue, if I would have been there when Jesus was being hurt I don’t think I would have been able to control myself. I feel like I would have tried to hurt anyone who was hurting him. I love him so much my heart breaks over and over again whenever his story of being crucified is either being told or even just a movie on TV … Anyway that was off topic. But is it selfish of me to ask him to come now. To not wait anymore? I really just want to be with him. But i don’t want to die yet. I just want him to come. Am I wrong?
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