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Hi All,
First off, let me say that I don’t believe in bumps in the night being ghosts or nonsense like that. I have spent the last 16 years as a police officer and have had some odd experiences on many midnight shifts that I can’t explain but with one exception, none of them were ghost-like. That said, I do believe in angels and demons. Unfortunately, the angelic signs are few and far between in today’s world (the one experience I did have that couldn’t be rationally explained was angelic in nature to me but that’s not what’s on my mind tonight).
I was born and raised Catholic and fell away from organized religion altogether when I left high school and moved away to college. God brought me back to the church in 2005- after being gone for about 12 years. Even then, up until 2 years ago, I was “in church” but not involved in church. I went most Sundays, sat in the back, never spoke to anyone and snuck out before the coffee and donuts. Luckily, my wife and kids did not take this same route and became very social in the church. In my defense, I was working a lot of hours, lots of midnight shifts (stayed on them for about 12 years straight because I liked them) and just wanted to go home and go to sleep after a long night- not hang out in church after it was over with.
A year and a half ago, I was promoted to Chief. This gave me the majority of Sundays off and also put me on day shift 100% of the time. I finally became a “member” of my Church! I can only attribute all the blessings I’ve received since as God pushing me into more service work. The loner in me disappeared over night. All the anxieties I had about being around other people vanished. I volunteered for everything I could- teaching CCD, going to pot luck suppers and prayer groups, Eucharistic Adoration, going to schools and talking to kids about drugs, YMCA programs, volunteering with Special Olympics, etc. If I could do it, I did. I was a changed person and know that God did this to me.
Apparently, it wasn’t enough! I decided to run for Parish Council and was elected. I was asked to join KoC and have my first meeting next Monday. I was literally pushed into the confessional 2 weeks ago- for the first time in 23 years.
Again, this is God taking control over me. I had a huge desire to do this after hating confession my whole life. I got into my truck and drove to the church and met the Pastor in his office and asked for a time to hear my confession. After that, the signs pushing me got even stronger. St. Joseph got put into my head. I had never thought of St. Joseph as a saint I wanted to have a devotion with. It was never ending thoughts, though, so I started adding a few prayers to him, also. A few days after that, I got the desire to start fasting. Again, this came out of the blue but it hit me like a slap in the face. I stayed on a fairly strict fast the last 4 days- bread, fruit, and the occasional salad. I’m still eating, but nowhere near what I used to and am adding in a lot of prayers and rosary time to go along with it.
So, now, to the point of this whole thread…and again, I don’t believe in ghosts or monsters under the bed…I was in my bedroom last night during some quiet time. The kids were on the other end of the house playing games and my wife had gone to the gym. I heard a very loud and very audible sigh come from behind me. I wasn’t frightened, and it almost seemed like it didn’t take me by surprise, either. I turned and of course no one was there. Again, I’ve been in certain situations where my heart pounded and the hair on my body stood up by hearing this type of noise when you didn’t expect it. Never happened. If anything, I was more calm afterward than I was before I heard it.
Anyway, I just wanted to share and see if anyone had some feedback. I just have to be patient and see where this new chapter leads me. I have never been this excited about the future! God is awesome and I know he has more in store for me.
God Bless and sorry for the rambling…
First off, let me say that I don’t believe in bumps in the night being ghosts or nonsense like that. I have spent the last 16 years as a police officer and have had some odd experiences on many midnight shifts that I can’t explain but with one exception, none of them were ghost-like. That said, I do believe in angels and demons. Unfortunately, the angelic signs are few and far between in today’s world (the one experience I did have that couldn’t be rationally explained was angelic in nature to me but that’s not what’s on my mind tonight).
I was born and raised Catholic and fell away from organized religion altogether when I left high school and moved away to college. God brought me back to the church in 2005- after being gone for about 12 years. Even then, up until 2 years ago, I was “in church” but not involved in church. I went most Sundays, sat in the back, never spoke to anyone and snuck out before the coffee and donuts. Luckily, my wife and kids did not take this same route and became very social in the church. In my defense, I was working a lot of hours, lots of midnight shifts (stayed on them for about 12 years straight because I liked them) and just wanted to go home and go to sleep after a long night- not hang out in church after it was over with.
A year and a half ago, I was promoted to Chief. This gave me the majority of Sundays off and also put me on day shift 100% of the time. I finally became a “member” of my Church! I can only attribute all the blessings I’ve received since as God pushing me into more service work. The loner in me disappeared over night. All the anxieties I had about being around other people vanished. I volunteered for everything I could- teaching CCD, going to pot luck suppers and prayer groups, Eucharistic Adoration, going to schools and talking to kids about drugs, YMCA programs, volunteering with Special Olympics, etc. If I could do it, I did. I was a changed person and know that God did this to me.
Apparently, it wasn’t enough! I decided to run for Parish Council and was elected. I was asked to join KoC and have my first meeting next Monday. I was literally pushed into the confessional 2 weeks ago- for the first time in 23 years.
So, now, to the point of this whole thread…and again, I don’t believe in ghosts or monsters under the bed…I was in my bedroom last night during some quiet time. The kids were on the other end of the house playing games and my wife had gone to the gym. I heard a very loud and very audible sigh come from behind me. I wasn’t frightened, and it almost seemed like it didn’t take me by surprise, either. I turned and of course no one was there. Again, I’ve been in certain situations where my heart pounded and the hair on my body stood up by hearing this type of noise when you didn’t expect it. Never happened. If anything, I was more calm afterward than I was before I heard it.
Anyway, I just wanted to share and see if anyone had some feedback. I just have to be patient and see where this new chapter leads me. I have never been this excited about the future! God is awesome and I know he has more in store for me.
God Bless and sorry for the rambling…