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JesusforMadrid
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I can empathise with your struggles. I don’t want to commune with my present chuch, and cannot with that with which I would.It is the hill to die on for ++ Duncan. He went into the founding of ACNA with the attitude that W.O. is a non-negotiable. +Iker went into the founding of ACNA firmly opposed to W.O. The two (and others) agreed to disagree on this idiotic philosophy because they wanted to caucus together to put up a united front against TEC and Schiori’s minions. They thought that WO was a minor point of disagreement but I think +Iker is starting to reconsider. Guys like Roseberry at Christ Church Plano is a pro-WO thinker and he’s not budging. There are signs of wear and fissures within ACNA and I don’t think it’ll last. I think Anglicanism is too prone to liberal thought because of all the years of patience without outrage, all the years of contamination, and all the years of putting up with nonsense. They’re too acquiescent. After a while the rigidness of Catholicism sounds appealing!
As you might know, I’m going through quite a spiritual crisis in my life; it’s like nothing I’ve ever felt before. It’s an overall crisis not of faith in Christ (no question there!) but rather of Church polity, soteriology, theology, and the basic “where do I belong?” journey in the wildnerness. Quite frankly, it really stinks. It’s eating me up some days. So I went and spoke with my rector, Father James, about my situation. We had a great conversation but he’s pretty honest about the pitfalls and negatives about Anglicanism and ACNA. For one thing, he’s really honest that ACNA is pretty much an evangelical body. He’s also honest that it’s far far from perfect. He also knows how Catholic I am and that he knows I’ll always be unhappy to a certain degree as an Anglican because of a host of issues we discussed. Another issue that came up is the fact that +Bishop Schofield is retiring from our diocese. Father James said, “will our next bishop be in favor of WO?” and I told him, “that shouldn’t even be a fear AT ALL and it shouldn’t be on the radar in the slightest!” He said he thinks the Catholic Church will someday allow WO to which I replied without thinking much, “it’ll NEVER happen in the Catholic Church because the pope is protected by the Holy Spirit, etc.” and I realized how inside me there still is that belief in Matthew 16:18. At my core I believe in infallibility to a certain degree and hold the teaching dear. I am at heart pretty Catholic. My disagreements with the Catholic Church on certain issues might just be something I have to squash and silence and just accept the Church’s rulings and suck it up or else I’ll stay Anglican and squash my disagreements with them. Bottom line: there is no Church where you’ll be 100% happy.
The sad thing is, I LOVE my Anglican parish and my family is so very happy there. My wife loves it and can’t stand the local Catholic parish. The Catholic diocese here…I’m not a bit impressed!![]()
Yet I think wrestling with these issues is important. Hopefully, I am not mad.
For now, in any case, I am a Continuing Anglican.