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gurneyhalleck1
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HI Blue,
I hear ya. It’s a complicated mess. I’ve been struggling with church and where I belong in the grand scheme of things. My wife has as well. I am really more Catholic in most areas of theology and I tend to side with the popes historically on most things. I am VERY happy at my Anglican parish because the worship is beautiful, there’s wonderful fellowship, Bishop Schofield is the greatest, I love the prayer book, and I agree with several points of Anglican theology. But I do not agree with the 39 Articles or my rector’s view on the Calvinist approach to the Eucharist. I have plenty of Catholic guilt hanging on in other ways as well.
But on the Catholic side I can’t stand all the Catholic parishes in my entire area, the pastoral care sucks rocks, the priests are disappointing, I have serious disagreements with NFP and indulgences, purgatory, infallibility, some Marian areas, and I can read Martin Luther and like some things he has to say. So I can’t feel 100% at home in the Anglican world, can’t feel at home in the Catholic world. I’m a wandering gypsy of a Christian. The one thing I do know is my love for Christ is unwavering. I do feel a lot of stress, angst, and tiredness about the religious issues with which I struggle. You’re right, it’s tough to leave a local parish you really LOVE. I like my Anglican one but due to some doubts about Anglicanism and Catholicism yet appreciation for both I’m in one weird state. God bless you on whatever you end up doing!
I hear ya. It’s a complicated mess. I’ve been struggling with church and where I belong in the grand scheme of things. My wife has as well. I am really more Catholic in most areas of theology and I tend to side with the popes historically on most things. I am VERY happy at my Anglican parish because the worship is beautiful, there’s wonderful fellowship, Bishop Schofield is the greatest, I love the prayer book, and I agree with several points of Anglican theology. But I do not agree with the 39 Articles or my rector’s view on the Calvinist approach to the Eucharist. I have plenty of Catholic guilt hanging on in other ways as well.
But on the Catholic side I can’t stand all the Catholic parishes in my entire area, the pastoral care sucks rocks, the priests are disappointing, I have serious disagreements with NFP and indulgences, purgatory, infallibility, some Marian areas, and I can read Martin Luther and like some things he has to say. So I can’t feel 100% at home in the Anglican world, can’t feel at home in the Catholic world. I’m a wandering gypsy of a Christian. The one thing I do know is my love for Christ is unwavering. I do feel a lot of stress, angst, and tiredness about the religious issues with which I struggle. You’re right, it’s tough to leave a local parish you really LOVE. I like my Anglican one but due to some doubts about Anglicanism and Catholicism yet appreciation for both I’m in one weird state. God bless you on whatever you end up doing!
Reading this got me to thinking about my answers to the same question. I think my thinking is perhaps in this direction - the Church is not, or not primarily, a body constituted by it’s worldwide organization. It is in some real way constituted at the local level - each individual church, it seems to me, is The Church. My local parish church is a doctrinally and liturgically sound group, that I would say practices Christianity and Anglicanism faithfully, despite being part of a liberal diocese in the ACC. I am unhappy with the ACC and with my diocese, but why would I leave such a parish?
I have concerns about this situation - it is not good for a parish to have no real episcopal oversight, for example. But unless I come to the conclusion that the Anglican Church would be better off dying a quick death, or that it was never a Church in a real sense, I can’t see moving.
That being said, I’m more seriously looking at Orthodoxy because I get so frustrated with the ACC. But whether that will amount to anything substantial I don’t know.