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RGA123
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Please pray for me. I have been struggling with anxiety, depression, and OCD. This is me self diagnosing myself as I have never been to a psychiatrist because I fear him telling me I am psychotic or need to be on medication. I don’t know if God gave us medication to help people like me or if I’m supposed to carry this cross. I have avoided therapy and medication for several years now but fear what I might do if something serious happens (job loss, death of parent, etc…). When I’m thinking clearly I know I can handle anything.
I get distracted at work and I feel normal for the most part but when it takes over I have thoughts of hurting my family members, evil thoughts towards God, etc… It’s like, what’s the worst thing you can think of and that’s what I think of. Am I just evil or is this the devil trying to get to me? It has made it very difficult to pray or even go to Adoration because I’m afraid of what I might think in the presense of Jesus. All your prayers and advice are greatly appreciated. I am single and live alone. My entire family with the exception of my brother is struggling financially. What’s made it most difficult lately is the things that brought me comfort before are not as effective lately. I have been getting through it by distraction and staying busy more than prayer because prayer is difficult lately. Just don’t know if I should give in and get on medication or continue to offer it up.
Prayers and advice please!
Thank you and God Bless
I get distracted at work and I feel normal for the most part but when it takes over I have thoughts of hurting my family members, evil thoughts towards God, etc… It’s like, what’s the worst thing you can think of and that’s what I think of. Am I just evil or is this the devil trying to get to me? It has made it very difficult to pray or even go to Adoration because I’m afraid of what I might think in the presense of Jesus. All your prayers and advice are greatly appreciated. I am single and live alone. My entire family with the exception of my brother is struggling financially. What’s made it most difficult lately is the things that brought me comfort before are not as effective lately. I have been getting through it by distraction and staying busy more than prayer because prayer is difficult lately. Just don’t know if I should give in and get on medication or continue to offer it up.
Prayers and advice please!
Thank you and God Bless