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Irish_Becca
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Please pray for me and my boys. My divorce to my husband is almost finalized and I am feeling terrified about raising my boys alone. My husband’s mental problems have gotten much worse, to the point of my being very uncomfortable with having my boys around him, yet not wanting to alientate them. I am terrified my boys are going to end up with his problems (gender identity disorder, Narcissistic personality disorder, borderline personality disorder, bipolar disorder, alcoholism, drug addiction). I psychoanalyze every little thing my boys do, terrified that I am seeing signs of these problems in them. I have been spending much of my time sick with worry. My OCD has been getting worse lately and I am miserable with anxiety. My schoolwork is overwhelming and I feel like I am a bad mother. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I pray to St. Monica, St. Joseph, St. John Bosco, St. Michael, St. Juan Diego, the Blessed Mother, and of course, God, but I can’t seem to find much peace. I am getting ready to file my annulment and pray that God has someone in mind for by boys and I for when that’s over with, to be a good husband and father. Please pray for me. I feel so lost.
