Jesus is the Word made flesh. He literally is the Word of God, the Bible, made flesh. This is a great mystery. You should take the Bible very seriously and literally. I just quoted the CCC that said that the Bible was literally written by God.
1 John
1In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2He was in the beginning with God. 3All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. 4In him was life,a and the life was the light of men. 5The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.
It is vitally important for someone to trust the Bible, which is the Word of God.
The Word of God is the Sword of the Spirit. It is vital in our fight against Satan and his angels.
10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of his might. 11Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil. 12For we do not wrestle against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the cosmic powers over this present darkness, against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly places. 13Therefore take up the whole armor of God, that you may be able to withstand in the evil day, and having done all, to stand firm. 14Stand therefore, having fastened on the belt of truth, and having put on the breastplate of righteousness, 15and, as shoes for your feet, having put on the readiness given by the gospel of peace. 16In all circumstances take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming darts of the evil one; 17and take the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God, 18praying at all times in the Spirit, with all prayer and supplication. To that end keep alert with all perseverance, making supplication for all the saints, 19and also for me, that words may be given to me in opening my mouth boldly to proclaim the mystery of the gospel, 20for which I am an ambassador in chains, that I may declare it boldly, as I ought to speak.
It is not good that people are trying to stop people from trusting the Holy Bible. It is the Word of God. It is inerrant. Literally written by God. And the Church does not teach that it is possible for the Bible to have error. The Church has always taught that the Bible is without error.
OP, TRUST THE BIBLE
The Gospel of Matthew and the Gospel of John are where I would begin. That seems to be where God had me start. But let Him guide you. Ask Him for His grace.
Also keep this in mind:
111 But since Sacred Scripture is inspired, there is another and no less important principle of correct interpretation, without which Scripture would remain a dead letter. "Sacred Scripture must be read and interpreted in the light of the same Spirit by whom it was written."77
The Holy Spirit gave the Church all of her Doctrine and Dogma. We do not have the complete Truth, but rather the fullness of the Truth (the fullness of God’s Revelation to mankind). The Bible must be read in light of the same Spirit by whom it was written.
vatican.va/archive/ccc_css/archive/catechism/p1s1c2a3.htm
You should read the Catechism AND the Holy Bible. Both will help you in your Salvation.