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Perhaps I’m just more conscious of the world around me, according to God instead of man, since returning to the Church.
Sure, many of us have prayed to win the lottery, or cure cancer, or many other VERY important or big things…much more important than many of other prayers. Yet, this has happened more than once recently, and let me say, I’m trying, but I’m not able to stay in the state of Grace that I want to be in. It’s almost confusing but the message I’m feeling in my heart is that He is showing me that He still loves me, even in my sinful being. That makes me feel like I truly want to become even more faithful to Him.
Once, I prayed (see more on my Evangelization post a couple months ago) for God to show me what He wanted from me that day, and I would obey. He answered swiftly, immediately, obviously, and actually, it was very easy for me to do.
Other things have come through, and I’ve also been granted other gifts of Signal Graces from Mary through the Rosary prayers, some from the Holy Spirit, and then…also…small stuff. Last night, I made a silent prayer, quick but sincere, that “God, I would love for you to grant me this.”…and I was gifted my answer less than a minute later, as I requested for it.
It was just kind of crazy. Many times over my many years I have asked for things, but never really believed that the answer I wanted would be given. But now…small (and some large) things like this are happening. Skeptics would say coincidence; others would say karma. I want to believe that even small things that make us happy are answered when it’s in our interest…and all we had to do was sincerely pray for it.
Sure, many of us have prayed to win the lottery, or cure cancer, or many other VERY important or big things…much more important than many of other prayers. Yet, this has happened more than once recently, and let me say, I’m trying, but I’m not able to stay in the state of Grace that I want to be in. It’s almost confusing but the message I’m feeling in my heart is that He is showing me that He still loves me, even in my sinful being. That makes me feel like I truly want to become even more faithful to Him.
Once, I prayed (see more on my Evangelization post a couple months ago) for God to show me what He wanted from me that day, and I would obey. He answered swiftly, immediately, obviously, and actually, it was very easy for me to do.
Other things have come through, and I’ve also been granted other gifts of Signal Graces from Mary through the Rosary prayers, some from the Holy Spirit, and then…also…small stuff. Last night, I made a silent prayer, quick but sincere, that “God, I would love for you to grant me this.”…and I was gifted my answer less than a minute later, as I requested for it.
It was just kind of crazy. Many times over my many years I have asked for things, but never really believed that the answer I wanted would be given. But now…small (and some large) things like this are happening. Skeptics would say coincidence; others would say karma. I want to believe that even small things that make us happy are answered when it’s in our interest…and all we had to do was sincerely pray for it.