My most recent experience came while I was preparing to take my state boards.
I had studied for so long but still worried whether or not I was prepared for it. In the weeks leading up to the final day I kept having my doubts with the Lord. I asked the Blessed Mother, my guardian angel, my patron saints, family and friends to pray for me because I desperately needed it. Problem was though, what if all that wasn’t good enough. I kept hearing thoughts in my head such as, “You won’t pass. These prayers aren’t going to cut it.”
I kept trying to tell myself, “No. Stop thinking that. Anything is possible with Him.” I felt like the devil was working so hard to make me an unbeliever. Every time I had a bad thought I pictured myself sitting with Jesus on his lap while I took a big mallet and crushed the evil spirits that were creeping on us trying to steal me away from Him using these thoughts.
The day before Divine Mercy Sunday I took myself to confession. I needed Jesus to know how sorry I was for doubting His love for me. I needed Him to also know that I was willing to accept whatever result, passing or not passing, that was in store for me. I told Him He is in charge of my life and I know He has a plan for me.
During mass the next morning, at some point, I felt this overwhelming peace come over me and all I kept hearing was, “Everything will be ok.” I thought to myself, “Everything will be ok? Does that mean I’ll pass ‘everything will be ok’ or I can handle it if I don’t 'everything will be ok.” eheheheh
I thought to myself I can handle whatever the Lord has in store for me because He will take care of me no matter what.
The following Wednesday I took my test. I prayed the whole way down. My spirits were crushed after the test because I felt like the world came tumbling down. I was sure I failed. I kept trying to remind myself of what happened in mass but these feelings of failure I was getting were too much. I told the Blessed Mother I needed her help because my faith, or lack thereof, was killing me inside.
To make a long story short, I got my letter of pass or fail two weeks +1 day after Divine Mercy Sunday. The Lord heard our prayers and I passed!
Oh yea, and the Blessed Mother got her dozen roses I promised her if I did pass.