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Nihilist
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I have a problem (I think).
When I hear about the Israelist genocidical attacksa on Gaza, I get strong anti-Semitic feelings.
When I read the Gospel, I get strong anti-Semitic feelings. Texts like, “They will come from east and west to the kingdom of Heaven, but the children of Israel will be cast out.” And where Jesus says to the Jews, “You are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father you will do.” And, especially, where the Jews say, “Let his blood be upon our heads, and the heads of our children.”
I have been friends with many Muslims, and realise so many beliefs and values are in common (anti-abortion, anti-homosexuality, anti-pornography, etc.), who have caused me to have great sympathy with the Palestinians. When I was a youth, I also had a lot of ‘extreme right’ friends, who were very decent people at a personal level…
Then I think about all those capitalists- all those ‘sophisticated atheists’- all those homosexuals and degenerates- Seinfeld, Speilberg…ugh…
So, I suppose it comes down to this- I’m realize that I am an anti-Semite. I am not a Nazi, or anything, but it is something I can’t shake off…And all the current news just makes it worse.
And I don’t know what God’s will is…Are these feelings bad? Or is it all true- I mean, the Jews did kill Christ? Is this actually a right feeling, based on ‘unpopular truth’?
I’d be happy for any help, but won’t argue or defend my feelings at all…
When I hear about the Israelist genocidical attacksa on Gaza, I get strong anti-Semitic feelings.
When I read the Gospel, I get strong anti-Semitic feelings. Texts like, “They will come from east and west to the kingdom of Heaven, but the children of Israel will be cast out.” And where Jesus says to the Jews, “You are of your father the devil, and the lusts of your father you will do.” And, especially, where the Jews say, “Let his blood be upon our heads, and the heads of our children.”
I have been friends with many Muslims, and realise so many beliefs and values are in common (anti-abortion, anti-homosexuality, anti-pornography, etc.), who have caused me to have great sympathy with the Palestinians. When I was a youth, I also had a lot of ‘extreme right’ friends, who were very decent people at a personal level…
Then I think about all those capitalists- all those ‘sophisticated atheists’- all those homosexuals and degenerates- Seinfeld, Speilberg…ugh…
So, I suppose it comes down to this- I’m realize that I am an anti-Semite. I am not a Nazi, or anything, but it is something I can’t shake off…And all the current news just makes it worse.
And I don’t know what God’s will is…Are these feelings bad? Or is it all true- I mean, the Jews did kill Christ? Is this actually a right feeling, based on ‘unpopular truth’?
I’d be happy for any help, but won’t argue or defend my feelings at all…