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catmom50
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I keep you in my prayers everyday.
God bless you!!!
God bless you!!!
**Thank you all. I think the issues I am currently having are medication related. God I hope they are anyway. It seems like each morning I get in the ultra anxious mode and can’t do anything to break it (short of taking other medication to calm myself down). I have stopped the medication that I believe is the problem however I am still having the side effects (I think this medication takes a while to start and stop working). I feel like my own mind is torturing me, why does God let things like this happen? I feel like my faith is really being tested because I continue to plead to him and I feel like no one answers. Am I meant to suffer like this? I have never thought of suicide before (nor am I now) but I can see how one would think of it sometimes. You just feel trapped and there doesn’t seem to be any good answers but to endure. I only feel like I can endure this for so long and I can’t see any relief. God please come to my aid.


Amen. I couldn’t have said it any better!**
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All prayers go with you, and I hope you have a trusted physician and also a spiritual advisor close by to talk to. God is such a loving Father and is “closer than a brother,” wanting only the best for you. Life is so precious, and each person is too. No, you were not made to suffer like this, but when you are suffering, God grieves with you. Sometimes we feel things so deeply: God gives us our hearts and minds, so anything we go through, He goes through it all with us.
On the Cross, His lament was real, HIs suffering real, HIs passion real. He understands all loneliness and can lift us up just as surely as He rose for Us in the Resurrection! In this life and the next, He loves you and welcomes your prayers. **
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