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I am experiencing anxiety and depression, I think it may be post traumatic stress due to such a painful childhood and adolescence, I am having trouble living in the moment and my mind wanders constantly to the past about everything that happened and I feel so guilty about everything. I’m having trouble concentrating on the present day.
My mother is full narcissistic and I have had to recently cut contact because having her in my life brings me nothing more than pain and anguish. This recent awareness of just what she is and what she has done hurts me to the point where I can barely handle it. I have never dealt with all of this underlying hurt and anger very much until now. I want to heal but I don’t want to be a closed off person due to all of the pain.
Please pray for healing of my mind and spirit so that I can put this behind me, I am having so much trouble dealing with my emotions. My husband and children too, they have been very supportive and patient.
My mother is full narcissistic and I have had to recently cut contact because having her in my life brings me nothing more than pain and anguish. This recent awareness of just what she is and what she has done hurts me to the point where I can barely handle it. I have never dealt with all of this underlying hurt and anger very much until now. I want to heal but I don’t want to be a closed off person due to all of the pain.
Please pray for healing of my mind and spirit so that I can put this behind me, I am having so much trouble dealing with my emotions. My husband and children too, they have been very supportive and patient.