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constantconvert
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Whenever I’m thankful about my life, it’s always accompanied by anxiety. For example, just a few minutes ago I was thinking how thankful I am to have a safe home, spending a Sunday afternoon where all my needs are met-- good health, food, shelter, kids I love, and lots of extras. Then right on the tail of that I’m thinking how it could all be taken away and feeling the fear of something happening to all of it.
Does this happen to you? I think part of it must be a sin of attachment-- I feel anxious because God could take it all away. But when I’m *actually *in the middle of something difficult I know God will provide, and won’t give me more than I can handle. Granted, my portion of suffering has been minute compared to most, so I guess God knows I can’t handle much
Anyway, this fear really clouds my thankfulness to the point that sometimes I don’t even want to give thanks to God for His many blessings
Does this happen to you? I think part of it must be a sin of attachment-- I feel anxious because God could take it all away. But when I’m *actually *in the middle of something difficult I know God will provide, and won’t give me more than I can handle. Granted, my portion of suffering has been minute compared to most, so I guess God knows I can’t handle much
Anyway, this fear really clouds my thankfulness to the point that sometimes I don’t even want to give thanks to God for His many blessings