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Neithan
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Ironic then that belief systems based on reincarnation (Buddhism, Hinduism) are seeking to escape it!The more I think I about it the deeper my conviction becomes that neither possibility, oblivion or ceaselessness, is the least bit appealing. Annihilation is not a particularly comforting thought, dwelling on it too much starts to deprive things of meaning. Conversely, I don’t desire an eternity of bliss and most definitely not an eternity of torment, an eternity of anything is a hell in itself. Endlessness seems as horrifying to me as the nihilist’s abyss. I think of Herman Melville’s quote " what is man that he should live out the lifetime of his God?" Heaven- the frightening monotony of eternal worship, but frankly, I rarely think of heaven; but my mind, heart, soul, and everything in me revolts against the possibility of an eternal hell. It seems immensely unfair, the most obvious injustice of it being, as many have noted, infinite punishment for finite crimes. Also, for many people this life is a hell. Hundreds of millions of people in this world must their whole lives suffer the dehumanizing conditions of dire poverty, and to think that there are people who have endured so much misfortune and misery in this life will have an eternity of horror awaiting them in next life is monstrous. For some, first an earthly hell, then an eternal one? I don’t want to sound pessimistic, but this is a dreary subject for me. I prefer the idea of reincarnation where existence is cyclical, multiple lives and multiple bodies rather than one life in a linear eternity. Unfortunately, I don’t believe in reincarnation, I just prefer it as a theory.