Hi-
I’m currently in RCIA, converting from Pentecostal/Baptist mix background, and I have been wondering if I am going to go through withdrawal myself. I do still listen to the local Christian Radio which is Evangelical in flavor, so to speak, and I get a real blessing from listening to Christian music, which is what I miss most when I go to Mass (I’m talking about music which is familiar to me and in which I feel like I am really participating in, not that there is anything lacking in the music at Mass in and of itself.)
I don’t think cradle catholics can relate to this aspect of our conversion experience. I know I’m having a hard time connecting to the catholics at my parish because the culture is so different from what I’m used to and when I express any difficulties I am having in these areas, they look at me kind of weird, I know they have no clue where I am coming from. I have fears at times that I’m not going to be able to find my place here, although I can’t go back to a church where I don’t trust the teaching authority, which is what ultimately brought me to the Catholic Church.
I just wanted to say that you are not alone. I sure wish I knew of some kind of “support group” for us converts! I know it may sound kind of hoky, but it would sure make the transition less painful for us I think. I know it’s not supposed to be about comfort or painlessness, but we are human and when you feel alone, I don’t know, I don’t think the process should feel that way.
Whew! It felt good to get all that out! Hope I didn’t do wrong here! :whacky:
God Bless,
Jeanette L