When I reverted back to the Church, two main points really moved me along. The first was looking back to the early church and their writings; that provided the historical evidence that cleared the way for me to look deeper into individual doctrines. The second was the witness of the saints, specifically their spiritual lives. I had a long affair with Buddhism, Hinduism and even Hasidic Judaism, and I was always attracted to the monks and holy men of those respective traditions. I spent 5 years in the other side of the Tiber as a Protestant and I really missed the “monastic” flavor I had picked up from Eastern philosophies and Judaism. Now I always had a great respect for the Jesuits and I actually knew a lot about St. Robert Bellarmine (my name is Robert and I wore a St. Robert medal for years) so my study of saints and religious orders began with St. Ignatius of Loyola. It was his exercises and writing that nailed the case shut for Catholicism- I’d been pretty convinced by history, but then I needed to see how actually practicing Catholcism played out in my life as a father, husband etc. I’ve had a personal devotion to St. Ignatius since then (I took him as my Confirmation saint) and I use Ignatian Spirituality daily. I feel a real kinship with him and I consider him to be both a spiritual brother and father.