Cradle (Christened at 15 days old), to my early-teens. I was an Altar boy, went to Catholic grammar school and high school. Around my 14th year I transferred to a public high school, and pretty much stopped going to church. Looking back at my childhood, I was only going through the motions of being a Catholic.
I pretty much lived the next 40 something years as a pagan. I made a brief attempt at returning to Catholicism around the year 2000 when I was married in the Catholic church in a private service at my local parish, but I soon fell away again considering myself agnostic. Then about 10 years ago a stab at Protestantism, specifically Pentecostal, but that was very short lived.
Just this past year I felt something tugging at me, to return to the Catholic church, to swallow my pride and make a huge confession, and relieve myself of this literal mountain of sin (and guilt) which I amassed since my childhood. I pretty much bolted from the house one morning and showed up at the office of the parish and asked if I could talk to a priest. I made a general confession the next day. Face to face, no less, which the idea of terrified me, yet I am glad I did it this way. It’s taken months of subsequent confessions to run the well dry, so to speak, but it has been with the same priest, who is very understanding, and is helping me overcome some issues I have with scrupulosity. So here I am. Very glad to be back. Cradle to Convert to Revert. God is patient.