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Even now, all these years after she left us, many people still seem to be unaware that, for the last forty-nine years of her life, Mother Teresa was operating in a dark place, spiritually speaking. She had not lost her faith, but rather her confidence that God existed, and felt that her prayers were going unheard out into a great, cold void. We only learned this with the publication of her diaries after her death. And yet she bravely struggled on, living life as she thought Christ wanted her to do, even though she was unsure of His existence. This is practically the definition of the Existential brief: to soldier on in utter darkness, convinced of the worth of life and morality even when you are all but convinced that there is no God. She was a great heroine.Even great saints, like Mother Teresa, did not experience God for long spell in their lives but still they would persevere on.