I do get real pleasure from creating. *Sure, there is the anticipation of how others will like it, and that’s part of the fun, but sometimes there really is this joy in being able to really be able to make something beautiful, overcoming challenges, or imagining a really great story. *I just wish I could separate it from my godless ambition.
The purpose of art is to raise the human mind to higher things. God gave you a talent in order that you may use it to bring goodness, truth and love into the world in order to inspire others to seek God, Who is Truth, Goodness and Love itself.
Instead of wanting to please people, strive to please God; thus do not use your art to tempt man or to usher the human mind into sin, which is the misuse of both intellect and will.
To get over your pride, realize that God gave you that talent, while He gave much greater talents to others, who have the skill to create more beautiful art than you. Nevertheless, you have been given a talent. The problem today is that many people with great talent are channeling all their time and energy and creativity into evil. Take for example the talent of those who make movies that teach people how to sin, and by filling the minds of millions with pornography, gratuitous violence, and blasphemy, all in the name of art. Nevertheless, the talent He gave you is a gift entrusted to you.
Catholic are given the true faith and the Holy Holy Eucharist in order to share Christ with those who thirst and are starving for the goodness of Christ. Thus all Catholics are supremely wealthy as they were given all the treasures of grace and truth, in order to bring the light and love of God into a very dark and cruel world. As an artist you bring this light and love into the world through your art. It doesn’t mean you have to create religious images, but it does mean you have to inspire others to raise their hearts and minds to that which is good.
Much will be required to those to whom much was given. So don’t waste the gifts you receive from God on shallow pursuits but rather do everything for the greater glory of God. Put humility into your art and then it will be great.
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