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curtish1947
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Sophia and friend,Hi,
I tried to say this earlier, but didn’t. I don’t meditate and never have, but I have had encounters with God, outside of me. Never once has Jesus, Mary, The Holy Spirit, or God The Father ever been talking to me from the inside of me.
Also, I have no method for having God talk to me. None. He just has. I also will not meditate as it is too close to consulting with spirits of the dead, which is very much forbidden, in that book called the Bible.
One day when I was asked a question, for whom you call the imperfect god, but who is to me God, the first item I struggled with, was the need for INFINITE HUMILITY. I wasn’t sure if I was up to that. Earlier in my life, I have always strived for humility, but only after I found out that God is Real. But, slowly I became very humble, but liked it, and choose no other ways, as that is so pleasant.
Humility is ever present. As far as your ideas that the material world has no value spiritually, there is a phrase in Christianity from our Book that one of us has proven is real and most of us just believe it is real. In there we are told no to get to attached to anything in the material world, and we are told why. It is passing away. What God gives us next is totally better than anything we could imagine.
I have often come across studied individuals, who miss the point of Christianity and the point of the Words in the Bible. I hope that is not you. I hope that all of your information is not from authors and students. I hope some of it is from you personally. Things you have proven to be true. Things that are provably true. And yes, I can prove everything I say, usually. I can, and you can ask me some of the things I can prove. I can also give you the proofs to try.
Please, I am not trying to sound horrible, and hope I do not. I just wanted to show you how I have come to believe differently, from things outside of myself, not interiourly.
…Curt/K.
What is more important to you? The truth or what you believe? What do you believe? Is it what you have tried to prove wrong, or what you have tried to prove right? It may seem contrary to belief to try and prove all of your own assertions wrong to yourself, but it has worked for others and it has worked even, for whom you may think many thoughts of; me.
In our book we are told to do that, to test everything to see if it is wrong, or is from or is of God.
Here is my most extreme example in my life, on testing. In it I told the person assigned to me, what my problems were. Most of them revolved around things dealing with God, and if they were really what you might call meeting that flawed God, you speak of, or anything else.
One was a relationship with Him, that flawed God. The guy assigned to me says eventually. “We can do a fleece test.” Yes I was shocked. Who tests God? You don’t do that is what I thought, but in two places, James and in another place it is done in the old testament as it is called. Then I did not know that. Then I was shocked briefly.
Well the test came back as positive, but in my life, maybe because I have had many close contacts of the God kind, I have had more than one occasion to ask God this or that. Some of the time, I find out I am wrong. And no, I don’t know when anyone is allowed to do this. And no, in my life if there is no great God crisis, I cannot ask and get answers. Also other than guessing, I cannot tell you why this God, would ever interface with anyone like me. I cannot. It is just a reality, I live with. And some of the time, I am ostracized for it, out of fear or something else.
I just lost track of why I am writing this. Maybe it is because I care, about you and I care about God. That feeling of love, I not only cannot help anymore. I do not want to either. Could you please take another look at Christianity? Please? Please? Please?..Out of maybe something outlandish. My concern and love for you, but also for My love for God.
…Curtis/K.