This is all very intresting, but I find it hard to believe you actually believe there’s some entity by the name of ________ (insert the name of god), you have never actually seen, indulging you.
Well, to be fair, some would say the same thing applies to monotheists. My experience has been that atheists generally think every theist (poly-, mono-, whatever) is crazy, they just tend to like my side more because I don’t go around trying to make everyone else believe in my particular brand of crazy.
You systematically reject the notion that these entities could be demons of Christian teaching. Demons would indulge your senses any way you pleased, if for no other purpose than to break any relationship with God you may heretofore had, and likely do worse harm, if able.
It honestly seems to me that demons could be doing so much more to damn humanity en masse rather than spend time coddling an individual, that’s just a waste of effort. It reminds me of one of the initial scenes in
Good Omens by Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman, in which three demons are discussing what they have done to bring souls to Hell. Two of them boast about tempting a woman and a priest respectively, the third says that he merely caused all portable phones in the area to jam up for 45 minutes during lunch time, it doesn’t sound like he’s accomplished much, but a paragraph later it explains that the humans who were affected end up sinning all on their own, without prompting, based on how they reacted to the event (in anger, which they took out on anyone closest to them).
Since these entities of inspiration are unseen by you, why do you think they are intrerested in your well-being? Are you going on faith that these “deities” think you are worthy of attention? It makes more sense to me that someone or something is having “fun” with you, stroking your ego, perhaps? It seems very risky to me.
Well, if they are, they must be doing something right, because I’ve never been happier! Honestly, if they are demons who have the goal of leading me into a life of sin, they are failing at it. I’ve never drank, smoked, done drugs, had sex, gone to wild parties, or committed a crime (and they say we Pagans are all hedonists, HA!) and yet, if I recall correctly, I’m still going to end up in line for Hell (for eternity!) because I don’t happen to share your belief system (not to mention, according to you, everyone’s being punished because our first parents decided to have a theological discussion with a talking serpent).
In all honesty, I can’t find it in me to honour a deity who is that vindictive. My gods can be vengeful, but at least they’re up front about it! They aren’t perfect, but I honestly wouldn’t have it any other way. It makes them more interesting, IMO.