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I THINK that on the most fundamental level, our purpose in life is to reproduce. That was our goal as amoebas, that was our goal as fish and that was our goal as apes. But as human beings our brains have evolved to such an unmanageable size that this purpose no longer suits us. We don’t want to think of ourselves as living with the sole purpose of procreation. Who would want to? So we attempt to come up with better reasons for why we should give a hoot, right? And there’s NOTHING wrong with this.
My Friend, I’m not much into scientific study, although it’s a wonderful thing, but I’m not educated in science other then the fundamentals.
Since I was young I’ve always known that each of us are born with a small measure of faith which was put there as we received the breath of life from our Creator. Now, unless this faith is fed, it will simply wither and die away. It will starve itself to death.
Faith means work. Without it, we would naturally be atheists. Even now, a firm believer that I am, I still at times fall down, and question what if there really is nothing after this life. What if it’s all a sham.This is when I sit in contemplation and think things through. Just by my reason alone, not even including faith, I can easily without doubt know that there is a Creator. We draw from the well within ourselves and we have our answer.
If you are not feeling this, then IMHO I would see it that you have totally closed your mind, your heart, and your entire being into even considering this to be a possibility. I don’t know you personally, and maybe you have studied all this and have given it much thought, I’m sure you have, but it would seem that you have shut yourself off to the possibilities of creation. Where there are possibilities, there could well be probabilities. I can’t even imagine what is so hard about believing and accepting that a Superior Intelligence or Creator made us. To my mind, how did I get here otherwise. Who made this amoeba anyway?
If you consider the possibility, then you cannot be called an atheist. I honestly don’t believe there is such a thing as an atheist. The word I prefer is agnostic, even though you deny this. To be an atheist, which I think isn’t even possible, one would have to be one hundred percent certain, which one cannot be. If you choose not to believe, that’s simply a choice but not a positive certainty.
You mentioned about being evolved from amoebas. I’ll be honest with you, but that is so far beyond what I can even fathom, that I don’t even have words for it. Science or no science, it is too unthinkable for me to imagine that a single organism, as small and microscopic as an amoeba, can evolve into a total human being. I’m certainly not a scientist or even proficient in science, but still I find it impossible to grasp that.
May I recommend a wonderful book I read. It’s called “My Descent into Death.” by Howard Storm. This man was an atheist most of his life and once you read his story, it will amaze you. I couldn’t put this book down. A true story and very powerful. Another one I’d recommend is “Fast Lane to Heaven” by Ned Dougherty. Another true story and some really awesome reading. I honestly think you might enjoy these books.
Once again I ask God, Our Almighty Father in Heaven, to bring His blessings upon you and to show you the light of heaven.
